SEE...Wei Ren everyday thingy

2009-12-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

Last post in my old blog

2006-10-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

I have shift to a new blogsite at

www.weirensee.blogspot.com

Take care...

2006-10-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

Isn't that Cool?

2006-10-25T21:00:00.001+08:00

Woo my medals are increasing!!!!!

2006-10-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

Manpower Clerk and the Ops Clerk

Diamond Challenge

2006-10-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!! My blog is not updated close to a month.

True….I had been very busy lately in camp; not that I had a choice. I have to handle lots of events in the company, doing miscellaneous documents and creating templates by myself. After all, Jonathan is going to ORD, and Yong Jie has just started learning how to be an Ops Spec. That means I am the one handling most of the administrative stuff now.
However, I am really enjoying everything that I am doing now as an Ops Clerk. I am definitely happy with thing around me in camp.

O I completed the Diamond Challenge with a medal at hand, I finished 25th for the Mask Run category. Isn’t the medal beautiful??????

Well, at least I did my best though it might a top 30. LOL!!!!!

Alpha HQ had cohesion at….Vivocity Mall; we were supposed to hangout in Escape Theme Park, but it was closed. So Msg Ang suggested Vivo instead. We had our lunch at Carl’s Junior, and dispersed after playing at E-Zone. A pretty eccentric cohesion indeed….

I must constantly remind myself to get myself fit and force myself to push abs beyond my limts. I want to get the 6 packs and shed the thick layer lump of fats that is covering my body. Simple rules that I have to abide!!!!!!! NO MORE UNHEALTHY FOOD. Time to go green and non-oily meat.

CHIJMES

2006-09-30T10:59:00.000+08:00

Friday Night, A WONDERFUL night; I went out with Edwin Andrew, Le Jia and Marcus at CHIJMES. It was the second time I went for a drink. It was really nice to see my close JC mates after so long, rotting in the army. I did not really like smoky area though, but I can stand and tolerate it. Edwin was busy crapping while I was busy whining about my ideal lay.

I got kind of pissed off with someone in my unit recently, definitely not my Sgt Jonathan. In fact, that guy should learn how to be sensitive about others feeling. He is cowardly irritating. He can be hilarious at times, but other than that he is just a pest to me. However, the more ignorant he is, the more annoying I will be.

Army has just become a journey, which you will make use of to kill time; I have started learning Japanese Language and reading books.

2006-09-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Somehow I just felt low, down and worthless. I seem to lost touch of god word, trust and love. I betrayed, deceived and left the love of my god.

I need some time to be myself, hang in there and seek to the god again.

2006-08-21T12:11:00.001+08:00

Me and venky in 2006 In Singapore

2006-08-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

Me and Venky in 2004

Little India

2006-08-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

It had been quite fruitful for the past 2 weeks for me. I managed to see Venky finally. He was the guy who took care of me when I was in India. He called me when I was in camp after National Day. I was thrilled and anxious, as I longed to see him. However, it was pretty hard because of our tight schedule; most of us are no longer in NCC. Finally, on Sunday on130806, he was out of Pasir Lebar Camp, and they were heading to Mustafa Centre (They spent most of their RnR trip in Mustafa Centre).

We at last got to see him. We had our dinner at Komalas Restaurant, the usual restaurant they hanged out. We chatted for a while and shared some of our experiences in the army (Absolutely no confidential or restricted stuff) so do reassure. They were heading towards Mustafa Centre. However, we brought him to a different route; we got the permission form his officer and Mdm Gudi, Central DSO. We headed to Tekka food centre.We introduced to him the local cuisine, like Hokkien Mee *(they called it Singapore Fried Noodles, Roti John, Ice Kachang, and Durian. He doesn’t seem to like Durian and Hokkien Mee. He seemed to like the Ice Kachang a lot.

After that, we managed to take a train back to the place where he had to gather. He was the only Indian Cadet who managed to take the train. It was a rather rare experience for a foreigner indeed.

FOP!

2006-08-06T09:58:00.000+08:00

Wow!!!!! What a great month of August.

I just found out that my blog is a little bit dusty. Well, it's time for me to write my thoughts here. I went to the Singapore Indoor Stadium for the Festival Of Praise 2006. It's wonderful, they got the CCC band to perform for 3 nights. I loves their music and the band especially.

The sermon was great, i learn about shining and glorifying god in the marketplace, and everywhere even the darkest places.Ed Silvoso really did a great speech that night.

I somehow got to know the Hq ppl in my bunk. I knew who to trust and who not to. I learnt a lot about patience and calmness. I am trying hard to pick up with Sgt Jonathan Zainess. Btw, he's going off soon, ORD!!!!!! And he will be getting his understudy soon. I really hope his understudy will be good too.

Praise the lord for the month of August.

money issue

2006-07-13T09:53:00.000+08:00

Well, the wake is finally over, my grandma’s body was cremated yesterday at Monday. I was exhausted over these few days, entertaining those guests who went for the wake.

I must thank my Sergeant Jonathan and my 2 other beloved clerk, Shi Ming and Eric for coming down to witness the wake also. Thanks a lot. It’s nice to see people and friends you know to be around in the wake. Or else, it would have gotten boring.

Then after, it seems they have some family issues to discuss, he kept demanding to settle certain issues. WHAT ISSUES…. The worst thing, he kept pushing the responsibility of the dog to my mum. It’s like as if my family really need that dog. I don’t understand. There are more issues which I did not want to type. It’s uncalled for either. The only thing is it is so rare to see such a terrible person in the world.

Is $ really so important to men? Why are we so eager to be after money? It seems to him that money has proceeded over his faith. The faith that he claims to be loyal with. Haiz…. heartless people.

Grandma passed away

2006-07-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

Memories of joy and happiness should be treasured in one’s life. Losing your loved ones might be pain and unbearable. However, it is important for us to look forward and carry on our life. We missed those we lost, but their presence in our life will definitely be eternal.

My dear grandma- aged 85, had left the world yesterday, without seeing us for the last time. The saddest thing was, we are supposed to celebrate her birthday yesterday. She did not manage to enjoy the last moment of her life. Or rather, the second last moment of her life; she was supposed to see my cousin graduating today.

Life is unpredictable. It was sad because it turned out to be a sad day instead.

My parents and I were the first to reach my grandma house at 5pm. The maid called us at earlier on. We were desperate, but yet calm. My mum was crying and devastated when she found out that my grandma was breathless. My grandma did not response, despite us calling upon her. I was praying very hard to lord, hoping for miracles to happen. But nothing happened. So I prayed for salvation instead and my mind was blank.

The situation was pretty chaotic back then. There was no doctor to certify her death. Then my dad who was firm and calm, instructed everyone present to settle down. I did not cry, my mind wasn’t blank at all. I proceed to calling any 24 hr clinic nearby. But there were not stand-in doctors. We resolved to seek the undertaker service. Eventually, they helped us to look for a doctor. So after so much of administration or rather delays and waiting time, my grandma was officially pronounced dead.

I was firm yet sad. I did not cry. I couldn’t…. I could only remember the days I spent with her when she was still able to walk back then. I treasured those memories.

Not until, when they were about to layer the coffin. All family members were supposed to burn joysticks and see her for the last time. I DID NOT do that because of my faith in Christianity, but I do want to see my grandma face for the last time. I was about to walk in and see her, but the undertakers were about to layer the coffin. I was desperate and lost. I told them I wanted to see her for the last time. And I did, fortunately. But tears just went down my eyes eventually. I couldn’t bear it. The person whom I hold so dearly had just disappeared for the world forever. I was sad, but I cried out to the lord for salvation.

Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
I missed you so….Por Por.

God Bless everyone.

2006-06-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

I went to a wake at Bedok South. It was my beloved teacher, Miss Peh, who has entered the house of the lord on 190606 at 12 am midnight. I felt sad yet happy at the same time. I knew it kind of like an oxymoron, but it good for her to stop suffering and carry on her journey. I wish her all the best up there.

Miss Peh, I will always remember you.

Well, as usual, I spent 5 days in camp, and I hardly ever get to interact with the civilized world. I had trainings and paperwork to do in the afternoon. I am currently an Ops clerk, assisting my section commander. I have been very busy recently. Extremely Busy!!!!!!!!
But I just love and crave the job. At least I do really feel a sense of satisfaction after completing it.

WOO!!!!i Have just completed my CFT, no more sweating for the nxt 6 mths!!!! But I will be going for my ATP soon. Take care!

SAF AND NCC DAY! What a day…it feels so different when being a NSF and a NCC cadet. Lol take care pals!

updating soon

2006-06-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

It seems that I have not been blogging for quite a long time. Well ya that’s true but I will definitely be updating soon…..

Holidays.

2006-05-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

I just came back from some community involvement project, o well maybe I should call myself a volunteer in Metta School, I learnt about the students there and I got to help the staff in someway or another. At the same time, I am able to join my NCC kakis; we had dinner later that night. WOO!!! I get to book in on Monday night which is like tomorrow sign….

Last Friday, I went to watch X-men 3 at Cathay Building, the plot was great, not forgetting the effect and the action. But I kind of thought the ending was a little bit weird. In fact, I did not bother to watch Da Vinci Code. This is because I thought it was boring and dull when it was screening things which were said to be “factual” when they are not. Furthermore, I thought it was foolish for some people who watched the show, believing some of its contents. It kind of saddened me when some of my non-Christian friends question the reliability of my belief. Ultimately, I believed it is up to individual to judge whether it is true or not. It’s not right to see just one side of the story. The amazing thing is Dan Brown did something amazing. He gave an opportunity for Christians to unite together and stand strong in our faith. Halleluiah!

My holy spirit recently told me to make a decision that will determine my spiritual growth and development. It is a tough decision, but ultimately I will leave it up to god to anoint me and guide me to make the right decision.

IPPT

2006-05-13T10:21:00.000+08:00

I was so worried about my IPPT for the past few days; my shuttle run have never been up to standard and it sux......

But Thursday proved everything wrong, I managed to accomplish something great, something I never done before----GOLD…..

Here’s the break down of my IPPT score,

Sit-ups: 45 (5pts)

Pull-ups: 12 (5pts)

Standing Broad Jump: 234 cm (4pts)

4 x 10m Shuttle Run: 9.91s (5pts)

2.4KM Run: 9 mins 40 s (5pts)

24/25…..

which goes to say I am not required to do IPPT for this year anymore…..plus an addition of $200……

O and I have accepted SMU offer, I will be enrolling in AUG 2008. I was quite happy to know I was part of the 1 in 9 applicants who got an offer by SMU.

SMU

2006-05-07T18:08:00.000+08:00

YES I GOT A PLACE IN SMU BBM......
I will be pursuing my degree in SMU.....

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2006-05-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

I felt greatly blessed yet sad at the same time this week. Well I just got 2 university acceptance letters and the sad thing was about my physical injury.

I injured my left ankle since 5 weeks ago. It was mild strain, but due to the fact I ignore that minor injury, it became worse, the pain can be unbearable at times, I want to see the MO for 2 weeks and I got 2 weeks attend B. Being attend B wasn’t easy also, because of some other circumstances. I missed running, but I have to wait for left ankle to recover and recuperate before the next IPPT. I went to consult a polyclinic doctor last Saturday, and he explained to me that ankle injury might take up 1 or even up to 3 months to recover. I am really afraid so, because of IPPT and my survival in this course; I do not want to be OOC. So yup, I hope for the best and leave it up to god.

Well the good thing is I got letters from NUS and NTU.
NUS: SCIENCE (MATHEMATICS)
NTU: BUSNESS
I am glad that I was given a chance to pursue a degree in business in NTU. NTU NBS is really a great place to study, and I yearn to be there. However, my ultimate goal is to get a place in SMU. I hope I will know the reply soon. And I hope for the best!!!!!!!!!!!

Take care

I have done my best and I have no regrets…

2006-04-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

I have done my best and I have no regrets…

A familiar sentence used by a prominent guy before. Well seriously, I think there is really no regrets if I done my best during the 2 interviews which took place on Wednesday and Thursday.

SMU interview was great, there were 8 interviewees with 2 professors discussing about an issue. I thought I have done well because I gave lots of my opinions; opinions with qualities in it. I gave lots of examples and current issues to add on in my arguments too. I was pleased to see Prof Francis Koh and Prof Ding Qing smiling and agreeing with regards to my statements apart from some minor disagreements which I further add on to strengthen my arguments. The essay was a little bit tricky, but I hope I can do farely well for it. In 2 to 3 weeks time, I will know the outcome of my postings. I guess I will just pray hard to get a place in SMU.

NTU interview turn out to be a surprise for me, as indicated in my previous entry. I guess it’s because I am the borderline cases, and they were seeing whether they should offer me place in NTU business. I was kind of sad when they asked me to explain my GP and o level English language results. So I explained to them, told them what went wrong, indicating that I got B4 for prelims blar blar…. Now I really hope I can get a place in NTU too.

Lastly, I have done my best and i have no regret!!!!!!!!! JESUS will help and bless me!!!!!!
AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DUI BU QI WO AI NI

2006-04-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Love is an emotion that can be conveyed by a song. How desperate can love be? I wonder….
The song currently playing now explains my emotion and my feeling daily life. I am so afraid of losing my loved ones, especially my parents and also people around me. Most importantly, I am afraid to lose my god…though I know he will be there for always and every seconds!!!!!!!

I am really anxious about the upcoming interview in SMU. Furthermore, I got a sudden call from NTU on Good Friday, telling me to go for an interview this coming Thursday. I guess the only way now is be confident and speak up. I will definitely use my PW skills to engage myself with the interviewers. I DEFINITELY MUST GET A PLACE IN NTU AND SMU.

Sadly, PSC sent me a letter, telling me I was not short listed for any civil service scholarship. I was pretty disappointed about it, but I kind of expect that reply…..however MOE did give me a chance to sign up for Teaching Scholarship. Hope I get a slot for an interview then. Subsequently, I think IRAS, SGX and other will just deny me an interview slot. I guess I put too much of hope in scholarship liao haiz….despite getting an average grade…..

That’s all for now….will up date u all more soon….take care!!!!!!!!!

nice to be back again

2006-04-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hi to my dearest (faithful) readers,

It’s nice to greet you all once again. I had a great week actually, interacting with my platoon mates and instructors. The best thing is my IPPT score, once again I have improved.

Sit-Up 50
Standing broad-jump 234cm
Pull-ups 12
Shuttle run 10.44s
2.4km run 10:19

YES!!!! I attained silver once again….I m so happy about it.
In addition to it, I got a call from SMU, telling me that I have been short listed for BBM; I am required to write an essay and attend an interview. I am rushing to absorb all the current affairs that happened recently, after not touching newspaper due to some reasons.

I am working hard for it, and I pretty nervous too.. Hope god will lead me the way….

I am pretty guilty in some way because of faith and commitment to god seems to dwindle a lot and it’s really a lot….. Although it not so serious to the extent that I backslide, but I can feel the need to reach back to god. I need him more and more ever since I am posted to my unit. I am hope my spiritual growth and development will be rapid……

I will like to thank chee yong for being my faithful reader in my blog, and paying compliments to some of my entries. I thank you for that.

Take care……

SCE......

2006-04-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

Well, I guess it’s time to start updating my blog after the 10 days of blog leave. For those who do not know where I am posted to, well here’s the thing……

I am not posted to OCS, not even SISPEC. Well this means that I am not the type of leader that SAF wants. I believe everyone has leadership qualities. However, leadership varies from place to place. SO….I was posted to SCE (Singapore Combat Engineers) pioneer.

I am happy to be in my platoon and my section bunk mates were SO MUCH BETTER THAN those in BMT. At least they were not fake, hypocrites or arrogant. Luckily, we are those who are not hungry of authority. We are a fun bunch of people. So yup that’s all take care.

Life seems never the same again

2006-03-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

Well I just completed IRAS Scholarship just now. Gosh!!!! I never knew applications to University and Scholarship is so troublesome. They expect me to write every particulars and further elaborate on what my talents awards blar blar blar…. It’s got kind of boring after filling and applying so many of them. The most irritating part about it is I have to sort out so many of my photocopied documents. I decided BIZ mgt will be right choice for me. Mass comm. is kind of out of the my choice as my language is practically atrocious. And to make things worse, I have many comments that my expression of thoughts seems to be peculiar.

Well that’s about it, I am heading down to downtown now. Take care.

P.s I will be getting my posting in SAF tomorrow do pray for me.

SCHOLARSHIP N COURSES

2006-03-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Ok....here is the breakdown my choices and application in universities.....
National University Of Singapore (NUS)
P.s my back-up plan

1) Science (mathematics)
2) Arts and Social Science (New media and communications)
3) EEE
4) ME
5) Business Administration

Nanyang Technological University (NTU)
1) Business
2) Science (mathematics)
3) Science (physics)
4) EEE
5) ME

Singapore Management University (SMU)
1) Business
2) Arts and Social Science ( Political Studies)
3) Accountancy

I am applying for quite a number of scholarship
1) PSC LMS
2) NTU
3) SGX
4)MOE TA

I will leave it up to god to decide......

updates

2006-03-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

Wow!!!!! It has been a long since I update my blog entries. There is so much of stuff, memories and events happening during the past 3 weeks. In fact, lots of memories I will to add in so that I can actually recall what happen during my BMT days. Well may be this is a brief summary about what happen to me…..

I am given a post during SIT test , and it is signal. A pretty slack job but I was unable to show my qualities and values as practically most of the top 5 jc students were busy wayanging and well I was not given a chance to. I failed my SOC, because I did not complete the swing trainer. Well I completed my 24km route march at the expense of injuring myself with blisters and abrasions. I happen to stir unhappiness among my platoon mates and I know most of them don’t really like me because of my weird character. However I must concede that I am really polite and nice toward my platoon mates. At the very least, I am happy to know a few great friends like xuan hui, matthew, wei yan chong yao and my company best ALVIN Phua…..( I saw him before in NCC, but didn’t really get to know him back then) . It’s been great to know that how friends and companions are important in the army.

OOOO
A LVL RESULTS……
I got a score that is average but I am able to apply most of the courses in local universities. Here’s the breakdown
C maths: A
F maths : B
Chemistry: B (I AM SHOCKED…I GOT F FOR PRELIMS)
Physics : C (I am sad about it I though I would have gotten A or B)

Maths S’ paper: Ungraded (in other words, I failed my s paper)

GP: C6
MTAO: C5

PW: Band 1
CCA: A

A wonderful result I got after spending 2 years in MJC. I am sure I would not have done as well if I was to be in TJC back then. And I heard that statistics have shown that MJC has done better than TJC for A level results. The top 4 remains while AJC was placed 5th. AND I heard MJC was placed 6th.WHOAAAAA, so we beat TJC, a remarkable performance. Now I understand why god placed me there, to be strong and vigilant.

Take care…guys 3 MORE DAYS TO POP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I m back....

2006-02-19T07:58:00.000+08:00

I just came back from tekong last Friday after completing my 7 days 6 night of field camp. It was rather….fun…..
Well the first 2 days were raining cats and dogs, I was drenched and my uniform smelled. The subsequent days were mainly trainings, and I guess it’s confidential and restricted to describe it here at my blog.
However, there is one important thing I learnt, that is in field camp, you learn who are those who will really help and those who don’t. Everyone has their own dark side and it always revealed during field camp…..

A short break for now

2006-01-28T07:35:00.000+08:00

Hi I am back for a rather short break before going back to an island called tekong. Sadly, I contracted the tekong cough recently, after recovering and now my voice is worse than ever. The feeling of getting home was really wonderful….although it’s rather short.

Training is toughening up and all my instructors are expecting more from my platoon. My platoon has great capable people, including me though I know it’s rather thick skin or beh hia bai of me saying that. I love leading song and giving timing though sometimes I do made certain mistakes. I had 2 SOC training this week and I manage to clear all stations except the low rope and the swinging bar aka as monkey bar. As a matter of fact I did not really kind of enjoy the lessons of SOC, but I have to force myself to love it. O gosh! But there were other interesting trainings that I certainly do enjoy like IMT, combat training and route march. There were a couple of lectures that were nice but some might be boring too.

Guess what the night before IPPT; I had a fever of up till 38.2 degree Celsius. I took 2 panadol and prayed very badly as I really want to complete my IPPT. So I prayed and I couldn’t really sleep the whole night I was practically cold. But the temperature decreased subsequently. And GUESS WHAT! God gave me the best part of my life; I passed my IPPT the next day despite being sick. Here’s the breakdown
Sit Up 50
Standing broad jump 216cm
Pull up 6 (I have stretch all the way before pulling myself up again)
Shuttle run 10.1s (I AM AMAZED; I usually got 10.8-11s)
2.4 km run around 10-11 min (I haven gotten the result yet, but I knew I am back on form)

Well as you can see, I am beginning to see god’s power in me. Last Sunday, I went to city harvest church for worship. BBTC has 1 on Sunday, but it’s for adult services. Furthermore, I did not have cell group meeting on that day, so I went to CHC instead, the worship and sermon are really fantastic. I was really amazed to see thousands and thousands of worshippers praising my lord.

Well that’s all for now see you all soon and happy Chinese new year!

Leb yr leb yr leb right!!!! HAWK COY!!!!

2006-01-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hi I am once back again after like 11 days of Confinement in a beautiful island called Pulau Tekong. Well, I am back in the main land and I contracted with what people like associate with as tekong cough. I lost my voice but yet again I was given a post of like timer and song IC in my platoon. But still the very nice voice of mine seems to crack and is temporary unavailable for usage….I am having a sore throat. I can’t really speak much or shout loudly and properly. I need to recuperate and get my voice back. SAF BMT is really a great place for free-slimming and muscle building therapy. Well all they need to do is to ask you fly from one place to another and run up the buildings (I lived at the top floor). Lots of events happening and I am progressing indeed. I manage to strip my rifle below 20s, passing my IMT, which I never passed once in NCC, (I passed my live range test). So it was kind of great, I get to lead the song and also making sure everyone walk in steps.

Training is toughening up and it’s getting more xiong. But my body shows that I am able to adapt the training…..the sergeants are stricter than before but yet again like I sadi they are fair and nice. Especially my platoon sergeant strict xiong yet he’s funny and he is really very welfare whenever we need his help and stuff. I am really fortunate to be in platoon 4 HAWK COY. Love them……

I manage to see true colours of some of my bunk mates. Some were nice, well others can be well…..okay… OH YA,My buddy is Mervin, a nice chubby big size guy (my school mate too) who can do more pull-ups than me, but sadly he’s slower than me for 2.4KM run….!!!!!!! He likes to use the word fuck….which kind of influence me to do that too…..lol…..He’s great but I think both of us seldom rely on each other. He’s good at certain stuff, well I am talented at certain areas. He came from scout and I came from NCC. So he’s better in camp craft stuff, well I am better in military stuff.

I will update u more stuff and praise the lord for he protect me and cover my ass over these few weeks. I am really grateful to him and I missed church a lot. I cannot wait to see them man,…..

2006-01-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

my new hair style, cut in tekong!!!!!

Back to the good old time

2006-01-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hey hi once again, i am fortunate to be back now on the mainland. I cannot really say much about BMT, as i made an Oath about not disclosing anything that is confidential or rather "confidential" in SAF. From 070106 , i am part of the team of SAF, as a.... recruit.

Ok but i do have things about myself in the army then i am sure i can disclosed, like ok i am from hawk company, a great coy i should say. I have a great PS and a section sergeant.They are kind yet fair when they shout at us. They don't merely shout, they really show the values and virtues of an instructor. I really respect a lot and i am sure i will put in my very best for all training. My section people were great, we are rather cooperative i should say.Well i guess i have to buck up a lot on drills especially arms drills(turning rusty soon) footdrills isn't much of a problem. Well much to improve on fitness. I did only like 4 pull-ups today.GOSH!!!!!The consequences of not training (I did 10 for naffa) But don't worry i will ensure myself doing 10 or more by the month of february.

I will like to thanks lord for giving me such a great coy and platoon and section. At least, he has shown the first great step as i start my journey in NS. Surely, i will to see more of his greatness and blessing. In turn i am going to love him even more.....

take me deeper.....deeper than i ever knew you before....jesus hold me close into your embrace.....

hallelujah to lord all mighty all reign....

god bless all of you take care.

A brand new beginning

2006-01-06T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hi guys. It’s wonderful to be in 2006. Because of that it’s good to start off with a different theme n song…..

Prologue- the song is called “A song for my Queen”. It’s in mandarin, sang by a group called B.A.D. It’s a song that makes me appreciate everything I have, posses, cherish loved, yearn, even lost or hate. It’s everything, everything given by the love of my god.

A song meant for you, me and everyone out there, to all my friends thanks for being the queen of my heart. Hope you enjoy this song while you read my entry………

A brand new journey that I am about to begin starting from 7 January. I am praying for my upcoming A level Results, hoping that it will be great, and also my NS years. I really have to pray that everything will run smoothly. I had a wonderful year end in 2005, all my NCC friends and Yes 933 friends like Wei Hong and Wee Suan. I will update of you my life in BMTC, so do take care.

Actually, there are really lots off things I want to do right after A level, but there are just lots of unfinished stuffs like spending more time with family, hanging out with more friends, taking more new skills and course. How I wish that the time clock will just flow and oscillate slowly, while I am able to clear and accomplish what I have not done.

I guess it’s pertinent to have a “review” of what I have done last year
I have a hectic yet “fun” time studying for my A level. Scrapping all the tests, preparing last minutes studies for A levels and prelims. Getting to know many great friends in JC, I happen to went out with few of them yesterday, and deeply appreciate Andrew as my great pal n friends to talk to whenever I need help. I deeply appreciate all my teachers’ help despite me being such a bad guy for being too lazy.

I had a great journey in NCC, finally, I manage to accomplish all my goals aim and objectives. I have been the OIC for live ranges, preparing lots of stuff, and really found great friends from the 48th Intake. I picked up S4 OIC in specialists course, and S1 for senior specialists course, something worth remembering. Although I was not given any post as an instructor this year for any course or camp, but I really learn a lot from the 2 extraordinary posts, especially S1. I was able to exercise my administrative skills in S1, though it can never be as good as Wei Jie. I am happy and glad to be efficient enough to handle all things while Wei Jie wasn’t around. Wei Jie was fabulous and I really learnt much from him.

In addition, I managed to go for 1 course that I longed to go since sec 3; The OCS experiential camp- a great insight and feel to be an officer cadet trainee. I really hope to get in there, but I all comes down to god decision, and my hard work and effort .

biased and prejudice

2005-12-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

Well I have just simply no comments for the “super host” of channel U. It’s utterly disgusting to see the contestants backstabbing each other. I mean that everyone is supposed to exercise their professionalism right…. But it seems that the contestants are trying to eliminate those who are much better than them. It sounds kind of like so hypocritical when the contestants have to choose who to eliminate with their judgment of who is lousier. But ya, the outcome was expected the pro 1 shall be eliminated.

Live is never fair, and it can never be fair.

2005-12-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

Me and Devin in 50th CLT POP

weekend trips

2005-12-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

I just finished the first performance of Christmas Caroling in Elder Daniel Foo house, where a Christmas outreach was happening there. Well I thought I was okay as my voice wasn’t that crackly and I did not sing off-tune. Today, Esmond, Benjamin, Gabriel and the other people who went on China Missions Trip came back today. So we kind of like welcome them back to Singapore before rushing back to church to go for the final practices. I like interacting with the people there, although I kind of have a certain phobia with somebody. Lol…..

Last Saturday, I went out with Wei hong, Wei suan. We settled down in NYDC, and I enjoyed my time there chatting with them. Wei Suan has to leave earlier because of work, so it

3 more weeks, I will start and precede a new chapter of my life in the army. I am mentally prepared, but I just don’t really kind of looking forward to it as compared to what I felt it was like to be in army during the earlier months of the year.

Take care and pray for me..... good night.

2005-12-17T01:14:00.000+08:00

3 W's (Wei Hong, Wei Ren, Wei Suan) we really from a great team

2005-12-17T01:13:00.000+08:00

Me and wei hong

busy week

2005-12-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hi to all, well I felt sorry for not really updating…..

I have been really busy with lots of stuffs. Well basically I am currently working in a small courier company called eagle international courier. Well I did lots of stuffs, from admin to delivery to sales. Finally I manage to get one deal of delivery, THIS MEANS I WILL ALSO GET COMMISSION. Wow!!!!!!!

I also went for the YES 933 S JI HUA course. It was great; we get to know a lot about radio and media. I happen to get to know 2 great friends, wei hong n wei suan. They are really nice people; we started chatting with each other since the first day of the course. It was kind of like we “knew” each other even before the course. I have a great time with them. I DEFINITELY WANT TO BE A DJ. It may not be 933, but I am really keen to be one , apart from being a teacher.

Take care

2005-12-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

50TH CLTS Devin and Ivan and me

2005-12-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

04S101

2005-12-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

Me and my close friend in mjc Andrew

2005-12-11T00:19:00.001+08:00

The best moment of my life

2005-12-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

me and my cousin sihui

Living In The Midst Of Society

2005-12-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

Well I guess it will be pertinent to start off with a nice simple story……there’s this “little” boy, who craves for attention and praises from others. The vision of his life is to learn but at the same time he cannot accept negative and crude comments. He merely yearns for fame and glory, (well not to extend of at the extent of others actually), he see himself as a guy who is almost perfectionist.

He can be great, but there is something that hinders him to be a great one……stubborn and naïve. This boy refuses to accept negative points of view. Even if he does, he did not really want to change to blend with the rest, which reflects his stupidity. Obviously, he began living in his own world and well setting himself apart to be like an “individual”.

But we all know that nobody is perfect. I guess somehow if everyone reads about it, you should know who I am referring to…….me…….

You know it’s actually a blessing for me from god, to have really great close ones, be it my family or my friends. I am…well….fortunate enough to have friends and close ones who are straight-forward to me. If they aren’t like that, I will most probably be living in my own world. 2 years back, my parents told me about the bad side of me. Like other typical sons and daughters, I am not willing to listen to what they said, because I was biased against them back then. But recently somebody told me off during a mid-night chat in a food centre. It kind of let me recall the past of what others have been telling me.

However, this time, I felt strange, because I felt the need to change my character this time. People reckon me to start off by kicking my addiction of biasness, followed by thinking before saying. The reasons were very simple, NS is like approaching very soon, and I know PR will only be the key factor to ensure my survival in NS for 2 years. It is going to be hard for me to change, but it can be done.

PR is so terrible….it cannot be taught, but experienced by individuals. I guess I need to start from now.

To those around me, guide me if you can, tell me off when I am in the wrong, cause like I said, I do not want to live in the world of myself only.

Take Care….

I believe strongly in Isaiah 41:13

prom night

2005-12-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

photos uploaded at http://seeweiren.multiply.com/ take a look at the charming face of mine.LOL take care, and have anice day, god bless you.....

2005-11-30T01:13:00.000+08:00

ME KENT JIMMY JEROME

2005-11-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

IVAN ME AND DEVIN (i am super super sure that they are great CLTS)

2005-11-30T01:11:00.001+08:00

THIS IS MR KOH (A rather hmm "funny" maths teacher)

2005-11-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

Lt Zulfarhan and Me (OH NO my pimples are just too gorgeous)

2005-11-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

Cheeyong (hero) and Me P.S Chee Yong is an instructor for CLT COURSE.

3rd dining-in

2005-11-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

I just came back from the 50th CLT course Dining In, and certainly I believed that I had a great time after sitting beside a NCC officer Lta Koh. He was just too hilarious and a certified joker. The food this year was splendid and the occasion was certainly better than last year. I am glad and well pleased, because I attended all 3 dining-in and I am certainly satisfied. You might see some photos of me and other. GOSH! I have pimples on my faces. I am going to get rid as soon as possible before anything goes wrong for my prom night. YUCKS!!!! I hate my no.2 uniform when it was spilled with the soup stain. Gosh!
But here are some photos.

time to relax

2005-11-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hi to all, I am back again. At least I can say out loud I AM FREE (out of exams). Thanks Jesus for guiding me all the way through. Well I cannot be bothered about writing how horrendous were my last 2 papers, as they were just practically “gay” (I mean difficult). Hmm, so I will just start by telling you what I did for the past few weeks.

I went down to HQ right after exams (much to my insanity), yup, even though there was a heavy-downpour across the cities. I went to HQ to pass to DC the scanner which I donated to HQ. I went on to help Sgt Mus to type out the nominal roll. He had no problem with it, so I managed to do 14 schools nominal roll within 5 hrs. Later then I went to have dinner with CK and gang. We celebrated chee kui birthday. Tigger brought us all to change village. Mind you, that was my very first time then.

The next day, I went to shooting competition. AND BV GIRLS GOT 3rd. Congratulations girls. Yup and I shot. GOSH!!!! I shot 4 out of 12 despite using SAR 21. I am just too lousy in shooting. My team lost, well all because of me though. We lost to hq team, NCDCC and CCAB. So well ya. No medals this year.

The following day, which was Thursday, I went down to complete the sch nominal roll, and I sort out the platoon and company stuff for SSC. There was just one particular thing I wasn’t happy about. (LIKE I SAID, I WAS UNHAPPY ABT IT, but it was over and I HAD GET OVER WITH IT.) If you are out here persecuting what I am writing below, just ignore it and leave this site. If you feel offended, sadly, neither regrets nor apologies will be directed to you.

I was sorting out the groups and platoons, as someone asked me to help sorting it out. So well fine I did that. THIS particular guy, told me 2 times (I AM DEAD SERIOUS IT WAS 2 TIMES ), I can “anyhow” (in mandarin, shui bian) sort them according to my preferences. I WAS ALSO DEAD SURE that I asked him whether was it true that I am able to sort the specialist out to different platoons. He nodded and agreed. So I went completing all the nominal rolls. Subsequently I began sorting out the schools specialists in my way. When I was about to complete I show him the company.

THIS WAS THE ANSWER I GOT….. Why you sort them like that, I want this and that and blar blar blar so on and for. I was VERY PISSED OF. I told him it was ok that the distribution was pretty fine and ok. GUESS WHAT! He told me off in an unpleasant tone that why you did not approach me in the first place. I was like hello? You are the one who told me that it’s up to me to do according to my preferences. AND THERE he was telling me off. I told him off that and he said he will go back to do. I was like what the hell, you ask some one to help you, and there you are barging in and say you will do it by yourself. I was rather kind of unhappy that he did not really appreciate what I did, or the effort I put in. He merely said he will do it by himself. SO what about the 1 hour I made in sorting those people out. Not just that, he wanted all the nominal rolls to be changed to uppercase letter. Hmm s1 job easy? Of course not, I did the whole thing from 9 to 6 pm, completing all the nominal rolls and sorting out the specialists.

Well, after getting pissed off by that particular guy, I told myself since I promised this particular guy; I will just do it for him as a favour (MOST PROBALBLY, THE LAST TIME). You might think “who need your help anyway?”, but mind you, if you ask someone for a favour, I am sure he will put him his best to do it right? I hate people who de chun jing chi. So, that what I did…. I REDO everything, and I have to spent like another 2 more hours doing it again. And this particular guy’s request is horribly guo fen, or TOO MUCH, he wanted me to change all the schools nominal roll upper case. But I manage to meet his terrible request. I sort out everything I went off, ooo I forgot, hw wanted me to print out a copy……SADLY….I have my stuff to do too.

I have gotten over this incident and I bear no grudges to this particular guy. But sadly, I really felt I have been used, which reflects my high level of stupidity of being “used “by him…people might say stupid who ask you ke kiang? Well ya I am just merely stupid to help out someone who doesn’t appreciate.

The morale of the story is when you ask someone for favour next time; please explain clearly what you want, and not last minutes. AND don’t be too GUO FEN! O I remember, he used to like to used a phrase in CLT creed ,”no task is too lowly for me” MARK my words, once you do it, you will know that’s just a form of literally words, which bears different significances. Well maybe that’s was something which outweighs my negative emotions towards him that day. HAHA

Well to this particular guy, if you are reading this (which I highly doubt so) and you felt offended, I am so sorry, but this is the fact. You can hate me and find fault with me. BUT BEAT THAT!!!! I AM ALSO NOT SOMEONE HAO RE!!!! Once you see the “evil” (I am not barbaric, but I have anger too) , that’s it I will FAN LIAN WU QING.

Lives goes on, and I am sure god plays an important part in my life, that’s is not going to be something that will put me down.

To all take care, I am fine and LIKE I SAID I BEAR NO GRUDGES NOW, it’s just an entry for me to relect the passages about my life.

TO IVAN AND DEVIN
11 MORE DAYS JIA YOU AND HAVE FUN!!!!!i will turn up for your POP

take care byeeee!

Wei Ren inside a Chamber Of Examinations

2005-11-19T10:29:00.000+08:00

I guess it will be more pertinent to update my blog before my dreadful A level Examinations ends. In fact, I have 2 more papers to go before crushing my entry proof documents. GOSH! I was not really satisfied or rather “happy” when my schoolmates were cheering when they had their last paper yesterday. I have no choice; Fmaths is on Monday followed by Maths S paper. I am going to do well for it. I thought Fmaths was fine although I just found out I had roughly 16-17 marks gone for paper 1. But the rest was ok, I got similar answer as the rest. Hmm maybe a breakdown of the subjects
Physics,
Paper 1
Easy, can get a very good decent score
Paper 2
Bad for me, I made lots of careless mistakes especially the oscillations part, but it was fine overall. It was so much better than prelims
Paper 3
OK, I know how to do all; it was kind of tricky for some parts. I don’t have any marks deducted yet.

Grade: I leave it for god to decide.

Chemistry (a subject I never passed since 2005)
Paper 1
Was ok, but I found out that lots of my answers were different from the others. I was afraid though. But one thing definitely, I am going to pass my paper 1
Paper 2
Easy, as other had said, the paper was doable, and surprisingly, I even know how to do the organic chemistry section, which I usually leave blanks in 2005
Paper 3
Was disastrous, I did not attempt the bio-chem section, leaving 20 marks blank. O gosh!!!!
But I think I can pass, I mean I can pass, a pass that seems average, I guess.

Grade: God decides for me! Smilez

C maths (A subject I die die must get an A)
Paper 1
Was easy…..as usual…if I do not know how to do more than 30% of the questions, I can go “commit suicide” (literally). Not that I am arrogant, but for your info, I am a FMATHS students.I have been doing maths for life for 2 years, which somehow I do enjoy. There was this 3d trigo question which makes me think and do for like 20 mins, trying to figure out that horrible angle. I got correct but I forget to round up or down. I had only 4 marks deducted from paper 1 overall. The rest should be more or less correct.
A is achievable.

Paper 2
It was easy as usual. I was wise enough to choose the particle mechanics question. In fact, this year that option was very easy. So ya. An A is 100% in my hand hahaha (hmm….maybe I should not be confident.) I heard those who did stats found the paper hard, as the stats option was hard this year.

General Paper (A subject which I always fear off (but god provides shielding effect))
Paper 1
Great!!! So they came out 2 questions on environment, which was good, I studied that option. I did the question on effective farming…..dump everything I knew and well link back to the question on the effect of science.

Paper 2
It was kind of weird, the question they asked, about aggression. Haha….so ya crap my way through for AQ….but it was still kind of ok. So, there wasn’t that much of a problem

Over the two weeks, I notice a “strange” logo that appeared at the bottom of each cover page of all subjects. And guess what, it’s SEAB….hmmm seems like MOE likes to plan what to come out for our paper. Not surprising that this year papers were strange, some can be even tough. Hmm, I am predicting…like I said I am just predicting….SEAB might set up a GCE level exams under Singapore.Haha, just a guess….

Ok 2 more to go and I will be free!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I must be optimistic

2005-10-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

I must be optimistic….I should not be feeling so depressed or nervous about the dreadful A level. After all, it’s just a A LEVEL. I have prepared some how like 85%, and I am about to finish almost every subject revision except chemistry as usual, except the fact that this time I am really putting the best for chemistry, I hate chemistry but i need to pass it haha. I got all my plans right after A level. First thing after C maths S paper I am going to go NCC HQ. I am thinking I am going to “haunt” NCC HW. Haha, I am just kidding. Well ya I need to do some stuff. And I am going to take part in the annual shooting competition although I am seriously not a great shooter.

Nowadays, people are getting more sensitive in one’s blog. Guess sometimes, it is very obvious that there are certain limitations to what one can write in his blog, (in other words freedom of blog speech). But, CERTAINLY blog is somewhere you can write your daily lives to prevent it from being so dull. HAHA, gosh I am trying to be spastic here….am I? haha.
(Personal opinions, certainly not directing to anyone)
(pls do not take it into heart if you find the above paragraph offending)
(wei ren sincerely apologies, if the above statement affect you)

O and I actually kind of work with dad on something last Thursday. And certainly, it’s was pretty obvious that I cannot work with dad. Not that we cannot produce results together, but it was because dad does not like they way I do things and vice versa, I cannot tolerate his. Well…basically, we are quarrelling instead of talking, the room was filled with loud voices from me and dad. He was so eager in getting the results and things done, but he totally forget about the process stuff. I….he find me taking own sweet time, not producing result (although I am the one helping to get the thing done tin the end). It’s kind of hilarious…..instead of talking (although we considered literally as talking), we are basically shouting…..DAD’s voice was loud, well mine too. Mum cannot tolerate.Haha….
Inevitably, both of us concede that we cannot work together, because of we have different ways in dealing things….
Imagine, if I am going to work with him, we will be “quarrelling” during the meeting….haha

Well ya that’s all.
I AM GOING TO WAIT PATEINTLY FOR 22 NOV 2005…..

a heading that does not mean anything

2005-10-20T19:59:00.000+08:00

O gosh! Ok I think I am a little bit spastic here, ok well ya just some few nice moment to add in to my blog.

Well the fact is I am not really sure what nice moment I had. Hmm…..as usual I have been collecting letter from other CLTS, passing their documents to Mdm Devi. I think she is going to be kind of mad of me coming to her house to pass it to her. HAHA! I met Kent 2 days ago, and he was kind of sad but I am sure he was very pleased and relieved to have his form and BDC thingy documents done. SMILE!!!!!!

I have heard some news and updates about my school unit regarding SSC course. No comments, but I am sure it’s worth to ponder upon some stuff. Ian will agree with me….haha…….All the best to the 5 guy going for SSC Course. Must make BV unit proud.

That’s all take care.

Relieved yet nervous too

2005-10-15T18:47:00.000+08:00

Just when my closest friend Andrew got his enlistment letter, I was so anxious and well nervous. That’s because I have not received mine yet, thinking it may be during March or May. Well there is a sign of relief, I got it today. I will be enlisting soon in January 2006. Well that means I have to work really hard to get back my fitness. HAHA!!!!!!
Apparently, I did pull-ups just now. Sadly, I can do only 5 pull-ups…..4 actual ones, the last one was terrible. So it means lots of work to be done. I attained 7 previously for Naffa. OK I must get myself tanned and muscular and of course to get myself ready for NS.

I think NCC HQ is a perfect place to train. I am thinking of going there to train. I am concerned of SOC!!!!!!! That’s so scary though. I have phobia for heights, so I need to overcome such stuff. I have signed up for SSC course and OCS Trip. I must be ready for the journey for 2 years.

When the time is ready, wei ren will CHARGEEEEEEEEEEEEE(literally).

I just had my farewell assembly yesterday. It was kind of touching, well this means A level is soon. OK…yaya I know…..

I thought of some personal message to some.

To Andrew,
Hi, wonder if you will ever read. Ok to be truth, thanks for these 2 years. You are great and closest friend whom I usually talk to. I thank you for your guidance, your tolerance for my nonsensical jokes and rubbish that I talk to. Hope we will keep in touch…..friends forever.

To Eunice,
Although I know you like only one year, but I really think you are a very nice and quiet girl. HAHAHA, I still cannot believe you can be very sarcastic and funny although you are very quiet almost all the time. HAHA take care all the best for you’re A level.

To Stuck
Thanks for the sweet letters you gave to each of our class members. Thanks a lot, I appreciate it. I really admire your humors and your courage to be a councilor. Although I am not really that close to you, but you a really true nice guy and a nice friend to be with. Take care see you in Army. HEHE .

To Edwin
Hi, it’s kind of impossible for me to talk to you by now after I KP you haha. All the best for your exams and future. And thanks for the 2 years of chatting and stuff. Take care Pal.

To Sze Teng
You are very daring rough fit adventurous yet feminine and cute. I think so hehe.

Shall update more take care

personality test

2005-10-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

You Have A Type A- Personality

A-

You are one of the most balanced people aroundMotivated and focused, you are good at getting what you wantYou rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick backWhether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Good day......

2005-10-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

Well it's kind of mid-night. I just came back from some family gathering. Basically, they were celebrating my birthday(MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 1 NOV 1987). They held it ealier on because A level is starting at 8 Nov 2005. This means i have more time to study during my birthday. Well it's kind of co-incidence, my birthday falls on Deepavali. IT'S A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But still I have to stone at home to study and mug.

I read the newspaper earlier on about 2 guys jailed for writing some un-called for remarks in their blogs. Sadly, this is Singapore. Everything goes by the law. Well all i can say is the government is stressing on Deterrence

According to wikipedia, punishment serves as a deterrence to dissuade other people for committing such a mistake.

I don't know, but I’m pondering upon why the government has to go to the extent to jail them. I mean like, if they are repentant and they are willing to make a public apology and get fined. I think that should be all right (a form of personal opinion). Well like i said Singapore stresses on LAW. Everything goes under the law, so it is kind of inevitable.

It's kind of ironic yet debatable. HA i can use it for GP I guess. Think about it. I can infer or I can conclude (MY VIEW, NO OFFENCE, PERSONAL JUDGING, TREAT IT LIKE A FALLACY IF YOU THINK IT'S RUBBISH). Singapore practices parliamentary republic, which is social-democracy (I guess) it can be other forms of democracy, but that was I what I learnt ya. OK so freedom of speech is allowed in Singapore. But I guess the government stresses a lot on tolerance among ethics and different communities. So the importance of tolerance in Singapore outweighs the freedom of speech that is entitled to the citizen. It means to say, it is important to exercise your freedom of speech properly or else it will be considered a crime (I guess).
HA! I think I also have a nice sentence to add on.
“The only thing I cannot tolerate is intolerance,”
Hehe, sounds quite chime, but I can be seen as an oxymoron or a paradox.
In short, the government cannot tolerate intolerance.
So be careful with what you said in your blog, if you will like to pass negative comments. Be sure it is not direct and offending. So be polite even though you are angry (in other words)

IN CONCLUSION WE HAVE TO BE CAREFUL BEFORE WE TYPE ANYTHING -SOMETHING I HAVE LEARNED EARILER ON, if those who read my blog earlier on.

Before I end, this is a personal comments it is not definitely not directing to anyone. A personal view which comprises of brainstorming and inference. It helps for my GP paper 1 so ya. If you find the entry offending, I am hereby expressing my deepest apology and regrets to you.

But still, I think this entry is safe and sound. So it’s still considered safe haha. Take care everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

SCE CAMP (First Batch)........CLTS PLS GO FOR THIS CAMP......IT'S A great camp!!!!!!!You learn a lot too......

life goes on.....

2005-10-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

And so……..after one week of so-called “rest”, we the A Level Candidates students are back to studies once again. I don’t know, I guess I was kind of stressed up or something, I am sick once again for 2 days. So I went to the Chinese sensei to get medicine. It works fine; I guess I am being traumatized by prelims and some personal stuff. But I am getting over it quite well. God plays a key role in me and my family now, I can see it. Hallelujah!!!!!!!

Let’s see, I got my studying right up, got my static of a rigid particle topic straighten up. I did 3 papers for c mathematics. They were great, got consistent high A grade. I have already started 7 topics of Physics with TYS. Chemistry was great, I started transitional elements, I am going just memories everything and vomit everything out in A level. I am going to make sure at least I pass it this time.
That’s all……
Our god is an awesome god,
He reigns from heaven to earth……

Love my lord forever…….

2005-10-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

HONEYSSS my group in Pre-U-Seminar

2005-10-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

My Days in India (I really missed those days)

2005-10-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

Well I am back to blog before going back to mug again. Well nothing much about me though….. erm….. Let’s see ok I was down with fever on Thursday and Friday until it was fully gone on Friday late afternoon. So my body is back in the optimum temperature of 36.9 degrees Celsius. Because of that, I did not go back to school. Well I was basically resting and mugging.

I went to the RSAF Seminar today. And of course, lots of people were there. I got a handful of in formations about careers in the RSAF. Dad reckons me to consider RSAF, if I am “desperate” to sign on army as career. However, I kind of think otherwise. Firstly, I love the army more than RSAF. Secondly, I HAVE NO INTENTION TO BE A PILOT. Well, most of the people there have the aspiration to be a pilot except for me and some others of course. I went there and ended up hearing the stringent criteria of joining RSAF. Well I am only interested in the AEO; it seems interesting to be an engineer though.

The event was a success and the officers did answer everybody question. There are no problems with RSAF site; they are wonderful in wooing people to join their organization. I must say I am very impressed with one of the officers presentations. However, I was very disgusted by some of the students and other audiences. As you know, after every seminar in a hotel, there will always refreshments served. GUESS WHAT? Some of them actually constantly put the food on their plates. The moment the food is served on the table, basically everyone started “snatching” the food. Well those people did not really give a thought about others. WORST!!!!!I even saw one guy actually swallowing one curry puff, and he went back taking some more food even though his plate was full of curry puffs and tuna sandwiches- I guess that’s his second serving. I mean like HELLO??????? Can’t you just finish the food on your plate before taking your second serving? I took only 2 curry puffs and it takes me about 10-20 minutes just to get that. It’s kind of rude actually… there were also waiter and waitress moving around to take the used plates, but I saw some of them leaving it at a corner. Eventually, the corner became a deposing area, with used tissues and serviettes left there. HORRIBLE!!!! What have I got to say, I am just an ordinary citizen. But I was really disgusted by some of the people there. KIASUISM is perfectly ok, but not to the extent of not showing you’re courteous for others. I think many of us should learn our manners, including me. Sparing a thought for others is always good………..

During the Q and A session, many people raised out many questions. I thought the officers are great and wonderful; they are very good in answering questions, especially the officers representing the RSAF Recruitment centre or scholarship department. However, I think some of the questions that are raised by the students were kind of uncalled for. A student asked is the career in RSAF safe? Definitely, they will assure you it is definitely safe. Well every job involves risk…….no job are always safe. It’s kind of common sense. Do you all get to spend time with family then? Of course it is another dumb question. I don’t know, it’s just not making sense. That’s why; I think the officers are quite smart in answering the question even though some of them are really kind of uncalled for. I was just surprised they did not actually speak much of AEO. It’s understandable; many of them want to be a pilot.

In conclusion, after looking and considering the pros and cons of a career in RSAF. I think RSAF does not really suit me. Well of course it will mean I am not considering of RSAF. I guess there are plenty of careers to look out for too

I am beginning to see god’s work in my family, thank you lord. I guess my prayer is beginning to answer. Going off now take care.

How i wish days can be normal as it is..........

2005-09-27T18:37:00.000+08:00

OK I will announce my results first...... i got AOEF. Nohting fancy about i did badly. Quite a lot got the grade A for c maths nothing special about.

This is going to be the first time i am going quote some phrase from bible..........ISAIAH 55 :6-8 "Seek the lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near. Let the wicked forsake his way and the evil man his thoughts. Let him turn to the lord and he will have mercy on him"

I am very down now, not just my results but some other external factors, my family stuff. I understand what Serene feels, i really understand. I am sad, it's not about me now, it concerns me though. I cry out to lord for shelter upon my family. I really hope my parents and i can cope through this trauma. LORD CAN U HEAR MY CRY?

I am starting to fear the law....... Is law ever justified????? I am pondering upon. What is law???
Can law really appease everyone who believes in it?

I just need a peace within. Dear GOD! Can u hear me? Your son who is really now in the lost.

how i wish i can be sexy

2005-09-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

I just came back from a relative’s dinner gathering. Food was great, and I had a great time chatting with Uncle Fook Meng, he really has lots of great ideas and stuffs to tell me. Indeed I had a wonderful time.

Sign…..tomorrow will be the first day of schools after 2 weeks of dreadful prelims. I am very certain that some of my results will be out. That is not really a good sign though as I don’t really want to see the outcome of my results unless they moderate my grades……..

Saturday, Ying Bei and Gowri came all the way from west to my house just to do the photo frame, Chee Kui and Xuan Kai joined in later after their CIP meeting. So we did the photo frame. Ying Bei completed the rest. She proclaimed she loved to do such handicraft stuff, so yup she is going to finish the rest. THANKS YING BEI!!!!!!!!! So all of them went off earlier than what I expected.

Gosh!!!! I am looking at my pork-like belly now. I feel so unfair. Firstly, I used to be a competitive swimmer and I am from NCC. I should be DARK. I WANT TO BE TANNED AND NOT PALE WHITE. As usual, I am fair and white, it’s in my gene to be plae white . Secondly, I worked out a lot, consume adequate amount of food, and I exercise a lot (since I used to swim everyday, and the tekkan from NCC from 2000 to 2002) I should be getting my 6 packs abs. Sadly, I have only 4 muscles like-look if I squeeze it out or after I exercise. After that, it was back to normal fat pouch. AND WORST!!!!! I can do pull-ups, I can run within 11 mins plus, I have been getting Gold or silver for my Nafa consistently. I CAN SWIM HUNDRED LAPS……AND I AM NOT GETTING THE ABS I WANT!!!!! Fine I will “torture” myself after A level. I will swim everyday and run every morning (if I have the time). I will get back my 33sec for 50 free. I must beat my personal best of 39s of my breaststrokes first muhahahaha. Sadly, I am still fat…..no flexing muscles to show off like other guys. I yearn to be sexy. I want the desire body out-look, so god will guide me through I will fight hard soon. It’s time I must restrain myself from junk food. MAYBE….I should consider liposuction surgery soon.

2005-09-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

The beginning of my journey as a CLT in NCC starting from 12 December 2003

a story of mine....once upon those days.......

2005-09-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ever thought of sometimes, when a CLT signed up for lots of stuff, camps, events and other, it seems that you have went for everything or well almost everything. There’s always a first time. Well to think I served HQ for almost 1 ½ year in NCC, this was my first time taking part and helping out in IMT. Well this was practically my first time, thanks to DC; I was able to go for it. HA, I finished my prelims, so I had a thought to help out HQ. At first, it did not cross my mind because dad “promised” me to give me a part-time one day job. Sadly, he told me last minute that there isn’t any job available in his company. Fine!!!!!! So I ended up helping NCC. And I was kind of unpleased when dad and mum were saying I am kind of wasting my time and I am putting effort in my study. But I was working very hard for prelims; it was just that they did not really see it because for your info, I went to study in Mac and library this time for prelims. Gosh, it’s another first time experience again as I always stick at home to mug last time.

Today IMT was great. I enjoyed working with my juniors CLTs like Hadi Maszura Rafeeq and Xiu Juan. Great Job guys!!!!!!1 It’s just about appearance needed to be improves for some CLTS, don’t want to mention who. But I am sure he will learn from mistakes. We all learn from mistakes. Well everything went smoothly, but there a little bit of cock-up here and there. And some teachers giving some “trouble” (Caption 1), again I must hereby saying I not mentioning about anyone, I am just passing a comments. And this above (caption 1) refers to no one it’s a personal comments and it definitely bear no attacks or grudges to any teachers. Well I may be a teacher one day; I guess I may cause some unnecessary trouble. Oh NO!!!!OK I must stop, I must not be pessimistic. The cadets are kind of “cute” as they are part A, anxious and nervous for they were handling the rifle for the first time, I meant to shoot…..Remember the days when I was in part A, I was so exited over shooting. Well Wei Ren is afraid of the rifle initially, he thought he might kill someone with it or worst committing suicide just because of a M16 rifle, when there isn’t any really bullet inside. Like most of the part A cadets, I am scared, and inevitably, I felt very uncomfortable. In the end I fail my grouping size. I failed all; none of my four try passed. I felt even guilty when one of the retired Encik gave me another chance to re-shoot and I failed again. I did better for part B and Part C, I did well. Haha. To the part A or Part B cadets who are reading my blog, enjoy your shooting experience, it’s one in a live time. (For the girls) and a warm up before army (for the boys).

Well after the IMT, I went to eat with Maszura, Hadi and Rafeeq. We began talking, and at the same time, I was pondering upon something; it was about the objectives of being a CLT. I recalled that I actually got hold of an essay written by a senior whom I have never met of; in my computer. Well in fact, many people came with different purposes. I guess there is this transition of mentality (me personal thought and comments) of attending the CLT course. There are so much of differences of being a CLT than before. Yes things have change. I guess what drive people to attend CLT Course is passion to serve NCC. The olden or I should associate with core reasons that still exist today. But it has evolved; many other reasons became the answer to why attending CLT Course. It comes down to reasons like the good sites, the passion of learning through CLT and NCC, the passion for cadets, the never-die hard spirit to NCC. It can also be the bad sites,(Usually people will definitely not say it) to have a sense of authority or simply the rank name as to what is to be named; Cadet lieutenant. Well having a sense of authority over the cadets may be “healthy” to certain extent but definitely not exactly healthy. HAHA, just a comment. Well I guess some of them may find my reasons to be hypocritical. I started off with a main objective- to learn and thrive throughout my CLT Journey, and to find out more and learn more thorough events that I have missed when I was a cadet and a specialist in Bedok View. But throughout the journey, I found out that my main and core reasons to be a CLT doesn’t comprise of solely the above reason. A hidden reason I had for NCC that I have not noticed until recently mid- last year- a passion for NCC. I love it and it’s a passion that could not be written down in words.

Many at times, when I look back at my journey in NCC, I found out the challenges and setback I have too faced while accomplishing my objectives of learning through NCC. I guess. Sadly, I recalled the past unhappy experiences I had. I recalled once when Lt Zaw told me he was very disappointed with me because I had a commotion with Augustine even though it seems that I am the victim “bullied” by him. But by personal reflection, I thought I had some responsible because of the commotion. Secondly was in YEP. It was great trip. But I learnt the most negative aspect of men. When a team working in a foreign land, every true colours of men came out. I guess my true-self went out too. It; hard to acknowledge a paradox in which someone you thought you know well of, turn out to another person you never expect. A good example, was the time when I guess I was under great stress when I was a I/C. I shouted very badly on Benjamin. Well, I shouted because he wasn’t following my orders. But I started feeling that’s not a good way to be a leader. I should not be the one who “demand” someone to listen to my orders. In fact I was good; I would have convinced everyone to listen to what I said earlier on. I recalled another thing about some stuff that happened in Spec course phase 1. When CLTS are carrying out something they aren’t supposed to do so, I voiced my disapproval. But some of them look it as me being ignorant. I did hold strong to my stand to stop them, but it was learning point too. I guess sometimes in some others eyes; Why Wei Ren deserves the CLT rank? Why Wei Ren is promoted to SCLT? Why Wei Ren is being awarded? Why this and why that. I guess comments flows in as just what it is. It’s inevitable. But I guess it only through these comments which make one stronger.

There are many setbacks and sadness, but there are also joys throughout NCC Journey. The applause and cheers back in NCC Day Dinner was memorable, the tears and joy of winning the challenge trophy. The sense of pride I felt when the CLT rank touched down my shoulder-a starting of my CLT Journey and Responsibility.

Once again, I thanked those who played a significant role in my part- My 46th and 47th intake CLT mates, my juniors’ from 48th onwards, my seniors, my superiors and also lord my saviour.

Thanks to KW who made the call back in February 2004 to ask me to go for camp feast my first ever camp. That was my first step to serve HQ. CK for your sarcastic joke on me haha, we knew each other since primary schools. We were classmates before. DC for giving me so many opportunities despite “imposing a ban” on me on NCC activities. Yuda and Liting who listen to my sorrow sometimes. Jerome and Jennifer for teaching me the wonders of Mahjong. I like mahjong but I don’t play it with money. And of course many more.

Well in conclusion, I guess this an essay which I guess I made use a great load of time to type it, hope some of the passage may let ponder upon some stuff. Take care and may journey be always fruitful. Be strong with setbacks and thrive well!!!!

FINALLY

2005-09-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

And so finally, I am given a short break before my final and great battle between myself and A level. Ok I think I have to make some changes to what I mentioned ealier on, it seems ABDO is kind of impossible now. I wished I have ACDO or ACCO. And I really hope real badly that my S paper can get distinction. Haiz, Fmaths was ok for Paper 1 but paper 2 was terrible, I cannot do most of the sums and well ya not to mention chemistry, totally no interest in that subject.

I received the letter form from RSAF about a seminar and signed up for it, thought of looking out for a career and scholarship from SAF, but RSAF never came in to my mind before, well thought of hearing more from them. Well I guess that seminar almost everyone has the chance to go, good chance for those who yearn to fly a plane. Not for me though, I have absolutely no interest about flying a plane, but air defence seems interesting.

Well I begin to highlighting certain courses now, both in local U and in Overseas U. I think NSW Asia is good well not to mention NTU. Well for the first time , I am considering NUS Maths. Well see about it.

And so once again I missed loads of great stuff this year for NCC. Firstly I cannot go almost all the overseas trips I guess. And now, I cannot go this visit that visit. CLT Enhancing courses like the water ambassador courses and others carrying out the CIP for Metta School. Well I just need to RENNNNN, once after A level I am going back to HQ. HAHA now back to study, I am supposed to do RJC 05 c maths paper, wonder why MJC is so desperate. Well ya I should be desperate too

Take care

Wei Ren and MJC Prelims (Episode 3)

2005-09-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

Physics was terrible, same goes to Chemistry……I hope I can pass physics and get a decent o pass for chem. Gosh Physics was terrible. Even the top student found it hard. I guess the Physics department will like to use this opportunity to give us a wake up call or something, but not to the extent of well something like too tough or over tough. I was so shocked in my life. I cannot solve the mechanics question to think I take f maths at the same time……..
Fine I will go mug hard for f maths hope my overall grade this time will be ABDO
Hope so
Take care

Wei Ren and MJC Prelims (Episode 2) and NCC

2005-09-14T17:10:00.000+08:00

Fine!!!!!! It’s kind of unjustifiable that MJC did not come out the full mechanic section c math’s paper 2. Seriously, it‘s kind of unfair. I know I am pretty weak in Statistics, so I tried the full mechanics option for every other school paper for 2002-2004 during the holidays. It turns out that I score better than the applied math’s section (half stats and half mechanics). So MJC is not “nice” enough to come out section C (Full mechanics) for us, because they believe it’s easier. Fine I may be easy to others but may not be for me. Sianz, in the end I ended up losing 10 marks just for 1 stats question!!!!!!!! Gosh can you imagine a section that is inside the syllabus, and yet the school did not come out that section. Haiz, but I calculated both paper. An A should be right on my hand.

I will be mugging my physics. I guess I still left a few chapters undone. This time, I am going to mug full real hard.

I received the email for Mdm Devi, and I was so much happy when the date for India Trip will be in 25 NOV. HOWEVER, my parents did not allow me to go any other countries this year except family tour I guess which I am not really that keen off. So I have to resolve to spend my time wisely in NCC now…..before entering army. Let’s see, I can help Mdm Devi, go for SSC, OCS trip, help this and help that. No more India Trip……….haiz………….never mind I will seek for alternatives activites in NCC and learn more.

I got to go now take care….

Wei Ren and MJC Prelims (Episode 1)

2005-09-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

I am back here to blog again. Apparently, I guess almost every blogger in Singapore will be cautious in whatever they “say” or feel. This is because, if you have not notice, 2 people were charged because of that. O gosh!!!!!!!! Well at the same time, almost everyone cannot be bothered with it I think (just a comment, no other meaning) HAHA!!!!

So today was Chemistry Paper 3……….I guess it was the first dreadful paper I ever had so far…..GP wasn’t that hard in fact. Math paper 1 was fine, I skipped like only 5 marks worth of question, went through with friends the paper after the exam, I guess an A should be right on my hand for P1. Well for tomorrow paper 2 I am pretty concerned haha this time I am going to get back the A I missed in prelims. Ha!!!!!!!! I did not do 30 marks worth of question for chem., but I guess I had improved apparently, because I never touch Chemistry at all for the whole entire year. Gosh!!!!!!

Ok parents complaining of me using the computer for so long although I started like only 20 minutes ago…….Fine ok I got to go now take care!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

Us with Mdm Devi

2005-09-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

DC and Me

2005-09-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

Me and CheeKui

Prelim Period

2005-09-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

Hi I am back again……..
Ever imagine when women love to say in a cute yet bitchy tone, “Oh no, I am having a period”
Guess it’s time I have to say in Wei Ren version of tone, “Oh no……, I am having a Prelim Exam Period.”

Gosh prelims sucks, I never ever like exams ever since I stepped into the JC Curriculum. I just had my GP Paper today. I am “Proud” to say, nothing (I really mean nothing) that I have read or studied came out. Sigh, once again, I have to attempt a National Education Question, “Small countries cannot survive in the long run” Discuss. Right! SO I attempted this question, wrote my points down, add some chime words inside…………...
And I FINISHED MY ESSAY……rather lengthy though……

Speaking about GP, ha, I happen to pass by one of my friend’s blog where he predicted a war might happen, and Singapore will be involved. Firstly, I guess conflicts among countries may be inevitable. I have to concede with that. But speaking about war, I highly doubt so. Firstly, it is very unlikely for neighbouring countries to attack us. Secondly, I neighbouring countries will be deeply affected if a war happen. Plus, Singapore is economically strong, and it is highly influential. I guess the strong deterrence we have is great enough to dissuade others from attacking us. Guess it’s a matter of time of how we can find ways to stay strong in the region as one of the leading countries.

Guess I need to be back study again, the only thing I just find out more about myself is that I am stupid……I can never do well in exams……..I am sick……I need my cure, A MORALE BOOSTER!!!!!HAHA,I will create it by myself haha.

Superstar Mania

2005-09-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

The Superstar Show has come to an end!!!!!!!!!!
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEILIAN WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Although, i support he wei jian, but i thought wei lian deserved to win this time. He deserves it wholeheartedly. I had ding chu er you.....i loved the tempo, especially acapella version. I think the JJ is not gentleman enough!!!!!GOSH!!!!!He almost snatched the whole entire verse from kelly or wei lian. WORST!!!! The part where wei lian and kelly had to sing duet. I did not understand why he needed to "interupt", like as if he will not have the chance to sing anymore. He was practically making it his own concert.BOOOOO.......Overall the concert is a wonderful, fabulous!!!!!!!!!!

WOW My parents are going for the concert!!!!!!I am not going haha, because i choose not to, i prefera solo singare singer upthere. WOW......how i wish i can be one too.......afterall i took part in meridian superstar.HAHA

ok back to my revision!!!!i did Anderson JC and Temasek JC paper for c maths was fine got A. VJC paper is horrible i almost get a B all becuase of paper 2
DAR.......Aniway i am back to mugging again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CONGRATS TO KELLY AND WEI LIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE ALREADY A SUPERSTARS ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NCC Day Dinner

2005-08-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

Saturday
NCC Day Dinner 2005

I took Bus no.854 to Khatib MRT. Gosh!!!!! It’s along journey, took me about 1hr 15 minutes to reach there from Bedok. I was suppose to meet up with Jinfu and Chee yong, But it turns out that, I am supposed to meet Teck Teng and Cheeyong. It was supposed to a MJC CLTS meet-up, but it turned out to be kind of different. HAHA, so I took the ferry service to Orchid Country Club with Cheeyong and some other CLTS from Central (That’s because Cheeyong came with them). Finally I touched down OCC, went to register my name, got 2 slips of paper. Finally I went off for “photo-taking session”, I took pictures with lots of CLTS, most from East District(the District I am proud to be in).

At around 6-7pm we finally went to our seats. I sat with Xiao Mao, Chee Kui, Jennifer and Fairul at table 6, together with 3 other CLTS from Air and Encik Kitto. I guess I was fortunate to sit beside one of the Air CLTS, Richard. He is currently in BMTC, and he told me loads of great stuff about BMTC.I guess it will be kind of handy for myself. I am also surprised, this is the first time, I did not pay full attention what Dr Arthur Beng was saying, unlike last time. MP Mr Chan Soo Sen’s speech was unclear,I can hardly hear anything back then. So I was off busy talking with the CLTS in table 6. Richard was a nice chap, so we are busy talking and talking………Finally the first dish of that night was up, cold plate, as usual. O there’s one thing funny about this year. We are eating a full 8-course Halal Chinese Meal, but we are using fork spoon and knife instead of chopsticks and spoon. So we are served with Chinese food, but ended up eating the food like as if we are having a western dinner meal. HAHA!!!! So you can imagine us slicing the roasted chicken or using the fork to grab hold of the steam sea bass meat. Dinner was great!!!!!
We had cold dish, chicken with white fungus soup (it’s so much better than shark’s fin), roasted chicken, steam sea bass, steam prawns, fried rice(this was the worst dish I ever had for that night, but other than that the food was ok), and Grass Jelly with longan (too sweet).

As usual, for every NCC Day Dinner, award is always presented to the awardees. But this year, Outstanding CLTS award and Gold Cert is presented in the dinner. Mdm Devi got her award first followed by xiao mao,Fairul then jenny, me and Chee Kui took the outstanding award. I was so shocked when Jennifer almost fell when she tripped; luckily she did not fell. She went on then came to me say ,”I almost fell down”. But that did not really bother her. That’s because, we have a very nice and large supporters out there. OUT FELLOW EAST CLTS!!!!!!!! Basically, if any east CLTS went up on the stage, you will hear loud cheers applause and screaming from the East District CLTS Table. I am so glad to have them as my working partners!!!!! GO EAST!!!!!!!!!!

As usual after the award ceremony, basically, it’s photo taking session again. DC was with us. Wow, firstly Mdm Devi danced with DC, and then we have photo-taking session, all the East CLTS and Lt-Riduwan, Lt-Zulfarhan, Sgt Mustafa, Sgt Mushakim. I guess we were the noisy bunch out there. The ceremony ended about 10pm. I was kind of surprised this year that Central District did not take a district photo at all. It was kind of shocking. And I must really thank CPT Leong, for his guidance and impact he made on me. I went off with Mdm Devi back home!!!!!!

Sunday
Farewell BBQ for Lt Riduwan and Sgt Mustafa.
So we have gathering once again. EAST DISTRICT IS ALWAYS A ONE BIG FAMILY, we just had the family gathering games, ncc day dinner, now bbq!!!!!!!
I went to Pasir Ris Park with Mdm Devi. We played basketball, talking session blar blar blar. I enjoyed my time there. I must hereby thank SUHAILAH, thank you so much for your great effort that u have put in. The mee and foods are great. Lt riduwan and Sgt mus were thrown to the shore of the sea haha!!!! Then we present their farewell gift and token of appreciation. We went back around 10 plus.

I am now basically making use the full 2weeks of my time to study hard and do well in my exams!!!!!!!!!
I just got back my CCA points I got an A hurray 28 points!!!!!! At last I manage to survive the PEARLS Point Mania!!!!!!!!!
OFF I go now
Take care

"Updates" about my life

2005-08-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

I have just upload NCC day dinner Photos.I will blog tomorrow haha promised. I just had East District BBQ for Lt Riduwan and Sgt Mus Farewell. Take care!

2005-08-21T14:37:00.000+08:00

I am going to the snatch the ball ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!! HAHA!!!!

2005-08-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

My teamates for captain ball From left:(Jerome,Ming Xian, Wei Ren (Me), Melvin, Kent) and erm our prize which was snacks!!!!!!!

2005-08-21T14:33:00.000+08:00

EAST DISTRICT CLT FAMILY DAY!!!!!!!! I went to HQ after my Fmaths Mock paper 1!!!!!!!!

2005-08-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

I had my hair done with!!!!! My New hairstyle wow!!!!!

2005-08-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

my long bushy hair!!!!!!! (IT'S FREAKING LONG) I am going to cut it soon!!!

2005-08-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

If you have not notice this is a MATHS C HCJC Paper i got erm 89/100 for that gosh!!!!!!! EXAMS SUX!!!!!!

2005-08-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

How messy when I am studying!

2005-08-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

My Team trunks!!!!!! look sexy!!!!! Fits me well!!!!!

2005-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

What am i thinking?????

My personality Test

2005-08-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ENTP

The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #3 Match: INFP

The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #4 Match: ESFP

The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #5 Match: INTP

The Thinker
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

What's" Your Personality Type?

2005-08-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

I just passed by SAS NCC website, was kind of surprised to see this pic. Well those were the days..... as a CLT......teaching the cadets. haha memories of NCC!!!! :)

this week....what a week

2005-08-07T11:26:00.000+08:00

How should I start off with this week? Hmm, I got back my Chemistry Test once again the physical Chem in fact, and once again I got a BIG F…….sadly……..and I have to take a re-test. Fancy me being the only 4-sub student doing the re-test. Well never mind it seems Chem Mock paper 2 looked better. I was actually quite pleased after the test. I attempted 4 full question with quite an ease. So that’s not bad. I took 2 C MATHS PAPER for my revision. Let’s see erm 2003 A level paper 1 and 2, ACJC 2001 paper 1. It turns out rather fine. O GOSH, I just found out that my mechanical skills or an approach that seems to dwindle quite a bit. I got like 75/100 for paper 2.That’s so sad…….FINE….so I got an average of 84/100 for that 2003 paper, I got 89/100 for paper 1.O ya , and dear MR LIM YEW WEI of my physics teacher gave us this “surprise” test for physics, and it turns out that I got 18/20 or 16/20…….and it kind of funny when he kept saying “You all know nee me to explain right?” BLAR BLAR…..haha….that’s so funny of him. Apparently, he was kind of right to say that…..considering the fact that my class has 2 top students (not me of course).HAHA just kidding…..and joking of course………So my days are kind of hectic for this week.

I went down to HQ NCC on Wednesday, NOT FOR NCC ACTIVTIES (must defend first as quite a no of CLTS actually take a look at my blog) , I actually went there to get my CCA points letter admin stuff. And eventually, I ended up doing my revision at Mdm Devi Desk. I had great time revising and chatting with her. FINALLY……… O and I met a couple of COs who actually came for the camp feast Phase 4 stuff not sure what it was but I guess it was a briefing. I met some them like the Saint Andrew’s Cpt Gorden Goh and Cpt Ho form Tampines Secondary School. It was the first time I actually spoke to her. I must concede that I was a little bit afraid to talk to her at first because I heard she was a CLT before, and ya last CLTS are somehow different for the CLTS nowadays…..but after taking to her, she’s a very nice teacher to talk to, pleasant. Well I am sure she looks strict but yet again she’s very nice indeed. I was kind of surprised when Cpt Gordon said his cadets like me a lot as a CLT. They thought I was kind of different. I felt so contented at that point of time, well it good to feel content at times so ya……I am now hoping to become the emcees for phase 4. But it will be all up for Cpt Leong to decide as I am being imposed with a “BAN” for NCC activities to concentrate on my studies. Meanwhile it’s PURE MUGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday, I receive the letter form HQ informing that I got outstanding achievement award and Gold Membership Certificate. I do not know but I think I was so touch that I started to drop tears (I am just emotional). HAHA, that’s so silly of me. But I was so happy to know that. The feeling was kind of different from the time when I got my CLT rank or my SCLT rank………..the feeling is so different. This is going to be a booster that will push me to relinquish even greater passion for NCC. I know my days in NCC will be numbered after A level exams, as I will be proceeding to Army for the next 2 years.

In conclusion, I just want to thanks DC, MY unit Co, and all those CLTS mates, who gave me a fruitful journey throughout my 2 short years in NCC. I learnt a lot, and I will continue to seek my juniors and seniors. Take care……

To end this blog entry, I will like to say EAST DISTRICT I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts, reflection i am just pondering

2005-07-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

Ok I am going to reward myself to surf the net upon completion of my specimen paper. Haaaaa, I just finished my specimen paper for C math at home, well some sort of test or revision which you got to test yourself. HA i did not follow the time limit cannot be bothered actually. But I guess I did set my pace and it should be within 3 hours for both paper. And i did not refer to the notes...WOWWWW....well ok i just took a glimpse at differential equation.....just 1 minute part. Ok things turn out fine
My paper 1 got like 81/100 and paper 2 was like 79/100.
So I got 80/100 which is an A. (How i wish this is my mid-year grade).....Well never mind.....in fact mid-year made me to appreciate stats. Although i still prefer mechanics. AAAAA i was only given an option to do full stats. This is because apparently, the paper was prepared only for students who study C math only. So they did not print the other option topic like half-mech and half-stats or full Mech. TSK TSK, well i am going to try it, I guess I will do better if i take the full mechanics question of half.

I must admit that i am a self-centered person. A guy who have very high self-esteem, a person who is like very the "ZI LIAN KUANG". Inevitably, i am a person who takes comments seriously and keep it into my heart. I am sensitive. In just one day.......i mean really ONE DAY.......I learnt all the bad side of me. Let's see what i am according to people (my family) who actually quite close to me
I AM
irritating (sometimes i think so too when my fellow clts told me off before)
selfish,
untidy
unhygienic
bossy and nosy or in other words busybody
arrogant.....extremely arrogant
boastful
stupid
(I am the lousiest among my cousins)
(I am the only one who was enrolled in a neighbourhood secondary school.......my mon side all went to autonomous school, while my dad's side are all from RGS)
Irresponsible
a person who thinks os highly of himself yet he isn't
(because i my PSLE score is lousy a mere 223 points)
(A L1R5 Point of 13 is lousy)
(3A1 4A2s 1 C6 in O level is a lousy grade, and yet wei ren think this is good enough already)
a person who cannot excel in his life as he has no goal
a student who can forget about aceing my a level subjects(not to mention about scholarship).
a person who depend a lot on my parents.
a student who think MJC is good although it's lousy as compared to RJC and VJC.....Face the fact they are really better than MJC.
a person who does not realter to his parents well even thought his parents dote him
a christian who do behave like one(i am short-tempered)

Sadly, this really sounds as if i am like a born loser. Well some are true though. Taking so much of criticism in one short day is kind of hurtful. But yet i am pondering upon, am i really a loser.....and i really so bad to the extent. Am i really so lousy......
Do you know it was really sad, i mean i was very-heart-brokened when i did not make it to stay in TJC. I always want to prove everyone around me wrong. I want to prove them that a neghbourhood student like me can suceed one day. But in the end i failed. Firstly, i failed to enroll into a reputable secondary school. Secondly i was being "condemned" or "shoot" for enrolling into a JC that is not as good as TJC, VJC,RJc,HCJC or even AJC.
I must admit i did not like MJC intially, but now i am proud to be one. I always believe that my school MJC is able to prove everone wrong. MJC can really make it to the TOP 5 alhtough there isn't anymore ranking for JCs........I failed to achieve a niche that i yearn for in my JC. i wanted to be one of the top students. And yet i am not...sadly......
I talk so much about scholarship, and i really beileve i have a high chance in getting MJC Scholarship. But in the end i failed to achieved it. I am just a sore-loser, who talk too much.

All i can do now is to make sure i put all these comments adise, ponder, think, and reflect.......I am going to be strong, bring the best out of me. AAAC and a merit for s paper and C5 for Gp is can be done. I am going to be strong and fight hard for my last battle.........to attain the highest peak in my life. God is always there for me.

Sadly, i am still reflecting the relationship between me and my parents especially my mum........the family bond is just dwindling........i need a peace and help in my soul..........i really need to put more faith now in god and also most importantlt myself. God is always there for me..........

2005-07-18T22:33:00.000+08:00

Wei Ren(Right) a swimmer whom nobody believes he's one in ncc (HA this is something to prove) this is photo is taken in the SCH nats Final

2005-07-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Me and Jin fu

2005-07-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

LT.Riduwan and Me

Time to study!!!!!1

2005-07-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

Somehow it’s weird to start off with “Dear Diary”, when you are writing a diary especially like a blog…..
But well I am going to try it somehow……

Here it goes

Dear Diary,
Yesterday was a memorable day for me because it was NCC Day parade. I was happy to see Mr Zaldy receiving the gold plaque for BV NCC boys unit. I really hope Bvss Boys and girls will do the school proud to get the gold unit, especially for my boys to retain their gold unit once again for BUC 2005. Well this marks the temporary ends of my journey in NCC.

Well, Chee Kui was right; I kept saying I need to concentrate on my A level and yet again, I DID NOT, and I am still participating in lots of NCC events from March to June. I AM HEREBY proclaiming , I will not go for anymore Ncc events until A level is over.
Because it’s time FOR A-LEVEL……guesses lord has spoken to me through my mid-year examinations results……”TIME FOR STUDYING BOY!!!!!!”

Yup, I had a grade of like BDOF and C6 fro GP, I did not know why but, I guess it’s my over-confidence in certain subjects and I have overlooked in certain topics. I have not improved but I will work hard to improve. I AM ALL OUT FOR STUDYING NOW. Cpt Leong was right,I nreally need to work hard now. I am always working hard, but now I am going to work hard in a smart way. I am going to plan out my time properly. I know I can get my 3A. I will work hard to get it.

O well not to forget I actually planned out what I intend to do after A level…..activities in NCC, looking for job, and also well maybe relationship…..guess it’s too far to say all these especially relationship. I wonder……does she suits me? Will she like me? HAHA, I will just leave it to god to decide my another half in the meant time it’s time for studying.

2005-07-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

I am in lane 3, the guy plunging into the pool (ya the lane 2 swimmer was ahead of me, but hehe i managed to catch up with him apparently)

2005-07-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

Friday Heats!!!!!! Meridian Swimming Team, comprises the 4 of us only!!!!!

2005-07-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

Meridian JC Swimming Team

2005-07-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

Here i plunge!!!!!!!