Friday Night, A WONDERFUL night; I went out with Edwin Andrew, Le Jia and Marcus at CHIJMES. It was the second time I went for a drink. It was really nice to see my close JC mates after so long, rotting in the army. I did not really like smoky area though, but I can stand and tolerate it. Edwin was busy crapping while I was busy whining about my ideal lay.

I got kind of pissed off with someone in my unit recently, definitely not my Sgt Jonathan. In fact, that guy should learn how to be sensitive about others feeling. He is cowardly irritating. He can be hilarious at times, but other than that he is just a pest to me. However, the more ignorant he is, the more annoying I will be.

Army has just become a journey, which you will make use of to kill time; I have started learning Japanese Language and reading books.

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Somehow I just felt low, down and worthless. I seem to lost touch of god word, trust and love. I betrayed, deceived and left the love of my god.

I need some time to be myself, hang in there and seek to the god again.

|*||*| Listen to my song |*||*| 10:06:00 PM

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