Saturday, December 10, 2005
Well I guess it will be pertinent to start off with a nice simple story……there’s this “little” boy, who craves for attention and praises from others. The vision of his life is to learn but at the same time he cannot accept negative and crude comments. He merely yearns for fame and glory, (well not to extend of at the extent of others actually), he see himself as a guy who is almost perfectionist.
He can be great, but there is something that hinders him to be a great one……stubborn and naïve. This boy refuses to accept negative points of view. Even if he does, he did not really want to change to blend with the rest, which reflects his stupidity. Obviously, he began living in his own world and well setting himself apart to be like an “individual”.
But we all know that nobody is perfect. I guess somehow if everyone reads about it, you should know who I am referring to…….me…….
You know it’s actually a blessing for me from god, to have really great close ones, be it my family or my friends. I am…well….fortunate enough to have friends and close ones who are straight-forward to me. If they aren’t like that, I will most probably be living in my own world. 2 years back, my parents told me about the bad side of me. Like other typical sons and daughters, I am not willing to listen to what they said, because I was biased against them back then. But recently somebody told me off during a mid-night chat in a food centre. It kind of let me recall the past of what others have been telling me.
However, this time, I felt strange, because I felt the need to change my character this time. People reckon me to start off by kicking my addiction of biasness, followed by thinking before saying. The reasons were very simple, NS is like approaching very soon, and I know PR will only be the key factor to ensure my survival in NS for 2 years. It is going to be hard for me to change, but it can be done.
PR is so terrible….it cannot be taught, but experienced by individuals. I guess I need to start from now.
To those around me, guide me if you can, tell me off when I am in the wrong, cause like I said, I do not want to live in the world of myself only.
Take Care….
I believe strongly in Isaiah 41:13
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