Saturday, July 30, 2005
Ok I am going to reward myself to surf the net upon completion of my specimen paper. Haaaaa, I just finished my specimen paper for C math at home, well some sort of test or revision which you got to test yourself. HA i did not follow the time limit cannot be bothered actually. But I guess I did set my pace and it should be within 3 hours for both paper. And i did not refer to the notes...WOWWWW....well ok i just took a glimpse at differential equation.....just 1 minute part. Ok things turn out fine
My paper 1 got like 81/100 and paper 2 was like 79/100.
So I got 80/100 which is an A. (How i wish this is my mid-year grade).....Well never mind.....in fact mid-year made me to appreciate stats. Although i still prefer mechanics. AAAAA i was only given an option to do full stats. This is because apparently, the paper was prepared only for students who study C math only. So they did not print the other option topic like half-mech and half-stats or full Mech. TSK TSK, well i am going to try it, I guess I will do better if i take the full mechanics question of half.
I must admit that i am a self-centered person. A guy who have very high self-esteem, a person who is like very the "ZI LIAN KUANG". Inevitably, i am a person who takes comments seriously and keep it into my heart. I am sensitive. In just one day.......i mean really ONE DAY.......I learnt all the bad side of me. Let's see what i am according to people (my family) who actually quite close to me
I AM
irritating (sometimes i think so too when my fellow clts told me off before)
selfish,
untidy
unhygienic
bossy and nosy or in other words busybody
arrogant.....extremely arrogant
boastful
stupid
(I am the lousiest among my cousins)
(I am the only one who was enrolled in a neighbourhood secondary school.......my mon side all went to autonomous school, while my dad's side are all from RGS)
Irresponsible
a person who thinks os highly of himself yet he isn't
(because i my PSLE score is lousy a mere 223 points)
(A L1R5 Point of 13 is lousy)
(3A1 4A2s 1 C6 in O level is a lousy grade, and yet wei ren think this is good enough already)
a person who cannot excel in his life as he has no goal
a student who can forget about aceing my a level subjects(not to mention about scholarship).
a person who depend a lot on my parents.
a student who think MJC is good although it's lousy as compared to RJC and VJC.....Face the fact they are really better than MJC.
a person who does not realter to his parents well even thought his parents dote him
a christian who do behave like one(i am short-tempered)
Sadly, this really sounds as if i am like a born loser. Well some are true though. Taking so much of criticism in one short day is kind of hurtful. But yet i am pondering upon, am i really a loser.....and i really so bad to the extent. Am i really so lousy......
Do you know it was really sad, i mean i was very-heart-brokened when i did not make it to stay in TJC. I always want to prove everyone around me wrong. I want to prove them that a neghbourhood student like me can suceed one day. But in the end i failed. Firstly, i failed to enroll into a reputable secondary school. Secondly i was being "condemned" or "shoot" for enrolling into a JC that is not as good as TJC, VJC,RJc,HCJC or even AJC.
I must admit i did not like MJC intially, but now i am proud to be one. I always believe that my school MJC is able to prove everone wrong. MJC can really make it to the TOP 5 alhtough there isn't anymore ranking for JCs........I failed to achieve a niche that i yearn for in my JC. i wanted to be one of the top students. And yet i am not...sadly......
I talk so much about scholarship, and i really beileve i have a high chance in getting MJC Scholarship. But in the end i failed to achieved it. I am just a sore-loser, who talk too much.
All i can do now is to make sure i put all these comments adise, ponder, think, and reflect.......I am going to be strong, bring the best out of me. AAAC and a merit for s paper and C5 for Gp is can be done. I am going to be strong and fight hard for my last battle.........to attain the highest peak in my life. God is always there for me.
Sadly, i am still reflecting the relationship between me and my parents especially my mum........the family bond is just dwindling........i need a peace and help in my soul..........i really need to put more faith now in god and also most importantlt myself. God is always there for me..........
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Monday, July 18, 2005
Wei Ren(Right) a swimmer whom nobody believes he's one in ncc (HA this is something to prove) this is photo is taken in the SCH nats Final
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Me and Jin fu
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LT.Riduwan and Me
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Somehow it’s weird to start off with “Dear Diary”, when you are writing a diary especially like a blog…..
But well I am going to try it somehow……
Here it goes
Dear Diary,
Yesterday was a memorable day for me because it was NCC Day parade. I was happy to see Mr Zaldy receiving the gold plaque for BV NCC boys unit. I really hope Bvss Boys and girls will do the school proud to get the gold unit, especially for my boys to retain their gold unit once again for BUC 2005. Well this marks the temporary ends of my journey in NCC.
Well, Chee Kui was right; I kept saying I need to concentrate on my A level and yet again, I DID NOT, and I am still participating in lots of NCC events from March to June. I AM HEREBY proclaiming , I will not go for anymore Ncc events until A level is over.
Because it’s time FOR A-LEVEL……guesses lord has spoken to me through my mid-year examinations results……”TIME FOR STUDYING BOY!!!!!!”
Yup, I had a grade of like BDOF and C6 fro GP, I did not know why but, I guess it’s my over-confidence in certain subjects and I have overlooked in certain topics. I have not improved but I will work hard to improve. I AM ALL OUT FOR STUDYING NOW. Cpt Leong was right,I nreally need to work hard now. I am always working hard, but now I am going to work hard in a smart way. I am going to plan out my time properly. I know I can get my 3A. I will work hard to get it.
O well not to forget I actually planned out what I intend to do after A level…..activities in NCC, looking for job, and also well maybe relationship…..guess it’s too far to say all these especially relationship. I wonder……does she suits me? Will she like me? HAHA, I will just leave it to god to decide my another half in the meant time it’s time for studying.
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Monday, July 11, 2005
I am in lane 3, the guy plunging into the pool (ya the lane 2 swimmer was ahead of me, but hehe i managed to catch up with him apparently)
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Friday Heats!!!!!! Meridian Swimming Team, comprises the 4 of us only!!!!!
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Friday, July 08, 2005
Meridian JC Swimming Team
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Here i plunge!!!!!!!
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I am very happy and glad to know we are in the final for the 4 by 50m freestyle relay, after striving so much.....A BIG THANK YOU TO ARVIND, SHAWN AND KEVIN. I am so glad to have them as my teammates although it's not really a CCA in MJC. So this is how the breakdown of my timing in freestyle for the past 2 years
Entered TJC for the first 3 months
JAN:40s (slower than my breastroke timing)
FEB:37s
MAR:34s
Well i was posted to MJC after JAE, and sadly my swimming journey had a setback.
JULY:40s
So i did not train since there isn't any CCA called Swimming in MJC. Sadly, kevin and I took part for the 45th Swimming Championship with no relay team. We are not really that well-known back then. So yup.
2005
It was god blessing that i found Shawn, an elite swimmer,who came from ACE Swimming Club. I was really very happy to know that he is still keen in swimming. We had Life-saving team in 2005 (Newly formed). It was great, as this marks a new era of CCA in MJC. The following 3moths, i was even happier to find Arvind, a swimmer who intially declined to take part in school nats, he agreed in the end after i coaxed him and well explained to him. THANK YOU ARVIND ONCE AGAIN!!!!! So this is how MJC swimming team formed......
Arvind
Shawn
Wei Ren(Me)
Kevin
So we began to start our training back in early June, i had to sjip some training because of NCC, but i did made an effort to go train, that was great.So we trained in CSC, and Bedok Swimming Complex. Well, i guess all of us really want to get into the final. Sadly, Miss Choy did not submit out medley relay entries due to some "reasons". So we need to depend on shawn Individual event and the free relay.
Guess our training did helped alot. Kevin time improved from 33s to31 plus....Arvind improved from 34 to31 plus. Shawb as usual was at his peak.low 30s high 20s.....for me well i guess a huge drastic changes.
LET'S SEE
the first trial we took for my 50 m free
46s
after training at bedok pool and chinese swimming club
36s
when i swam in the heats,
it was 33.87s
great improvement though!!!!!!!
I remembered clearly our timing was 2:17.00 intially
then it went down to 2:13.00
Well we were quite afraid that we will not get into thefianl, due to the time that we had.
PLUS looking at the time for the first heats, i guess kevin and me were pretty devastated to see YJC had a time 2:06.88. The previous time we clocked was 2:13.00
But when we swam in Heat 2 we got 2:05.65
that was like way faster than our trials
I am very happy, i shoved my time from 46s to 33s this year wow!!!!!!
ALL THE BEST IN THE FINAL
NCC CAMP FEAST PHASE 3Jennifer called me on tuesday, asking me to be the emcee for the day. I was shocked and caught unprepared, but i went to do some research and stuff to try to entertain the cadets. Afterall, it's not the first time i did camp feast campfire night. This year Camp feast was so much better than last year. Well i guess because of the humors and the fun they had. I heard from many CLTS that the cadets enjoyed the campfire night and said i did a great job. WOW!i was amazed actually. But i did enjoy myself.
TO ALL PCS, APCS, S1 AND S4 you guys did a great job. Jennifer i think you did a great. JIAYOU, and don't you dare leave ncc so early....HAHA....just kidding....you are great, a senior i always look up upon to, as thing always turn up so well when you are the oic, just like last year camp feast phase 3.
BTW, my mid-yr grades are dreadful will talk abt it soon.Well luckily not as bad as last year mid-year!!!!
Got togo now take now
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Friday, July 01, 2005
EXAMINATIONS HAVE COME TO AN END
EXAMS OVER......finally Mid-Year examinations have come to an end. Great i get to have a 3 day long of rest berfore facing the consequences of not preparing well for examinations. I have friends who tell me they can get weird grades like AFAF, well i think i am going to be like one too, but maybe ABEF or AAEF or ABDF(just like orevious common test)
Surprisingly, i studies for FMATHS, and thing did not turn out great today, i skipped a totoal of 51 marks worth of question, WOW, so i am just hopinG for an A level pass. Aniway, i am prepared to fail for Chemistry, and i am not expecting myself to get a HIGH A for Cmaths, but i think it's will still be an A afterall. I screw up for statistics. How i really wish that i can do the full MECHANICS part for CMATHS, where i only get to choose half stats half mech only. STATS ARE HORRIBLE, i am so sorry Miss Chia, althought you are agreat teacher, STATS isn't my cup of tea. HAHA
I have to push my 50m free timing down,it was kind acceptable after slashing my time for 10s during time trial. Guess i need to work even harder. ALL THE BEST MJ SWIMING TEAM, although there are only 4 of us. But we have 2 more people this year in the team that's so great.
Well, i was kind of disappointed, i did not get the Meridian Scholarship, guess the main reasons is beacuse my result are just average compared to all the rest of the top students. I HAVE A F, while they don't surther more, i don't really make myself shine in college compared to others, for your info i am almost "CCALESS" in MJC, but i have a truely warm and nice CCA which is NCC. Congratulations to all students who have achieved the Meridian Scholarship. it was fair though, the epople they gave deserve to get it. Well i guess i am just inferior compared with them. HEY WEI REN WHY ARE YOU COMPARING YOURSELF WITH THEM? Well, guess it's part of reality to compare, although it is injustifiable to compare myself with others. Sadly....HAHA, never mind, i will just have to push myself even harder to get a decent scholarship or a decent place in NTU(or well maybe NUS).
Lastly it's first of july
MATHS EQUATION
1/7 = SAF DAY = NCC DAY
WISH ALL SAF and NCC people a joyful day
NCC IS 104 THIS YEAR!!!!!
A long history though
To all take care, I will strive hard and study hard. TAKE CARE!
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