Tuesday, June 21, 2005
I just learnt something, lots of stuff indeed. Along the journey, i found out lots of things and realised lots of things. I remembered in my blog, i made a statement very clearly to put good memories in my blog. Yet again, i failed to do so.HA,emotion is so terrible, it can control your action very easily.I admit i used harsh words in my blog........these harsh words are all deep down from the accumalating anger, hatred and temper.
I learnt so much again and again. I see how people look at you differently,how bad can politics be....Especially when in a team, somebody you hated so much, you really hope that somethng bad can happen onto him. Yet again, you wll always that hope he will be in the deep end after trouble fell upon him. Well this is part of a reality, it's fact, everybody falls into the unexoectable trap.
I am not intending to purse the issue or continue to write my displeasure because i will start another unitentional blog war. Yuda was right...we are CLTS afterall...well i guess all i need to do is just forgive forget and let the matter come to a rest. I have learnt the most important in life or well in the bible. Forgive and Forget......"love your enemies like yourself" It is something in which it is hard to accept, but i will have to give it a try.
I AM DELETING THE PREVIOUS POST NOT BECAUSE I AM WRoNG, or yet again I am not guilty for the word i said.....
i am deleting it because, firstly, the whole blog entry was wirtten in rage and anger. To all those people who read it and were ANGRY WITH IT, that the facts afterall. The truth is for you to find out. If you think what i state are just a bunch or a pack of rubbish. SO BE WITH IT. Because to you, i am just merely a guy rattiling or whinning at his poor little blog. But let me get these clear, I have state the truth and i have no regret in it.
OOO i have just forgotten something, have you ever realised people do not always take charge or be responsible with the words they said. When it comes down to words that are offensive and serious, people will resolve to caliming that he did not said these words, or they always blamed the guy who question him, you are just merely putting words across my mouth. So, point taken , be more tactful and responsible with what you have siad. Another reality of life, "I did not say this, i did not say that"
Sadly, the spec course phase 2 ended up with so many people bearing hatred with each other, well i guess it's time for healing ot happen, to prevent all the CLTS to break the barrier of ICE.
take care
wei ren
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