i actually got some "rest" the three days of holidays, but apparently i could not escape from tutorials and horrible assigments. I really hoped that times can reall turn back, and i can just get enrolled in a polytechnic. Life and pace will be just nice for me to complete my projects stuff blar blar..........instead of numerous tutorials and lectures that cannot be "pon", cramming all those stuff in2 years and expecting you to squeeze the brain juices out of your head skulll. This is isn't fine. Well ya i got paid off for my PW just to get a decent band 1 when i wasted so much of tme on it, but life is just not fair...i tries my bets in my test but result just do not reflect. Great i got A for a c maths test and B for my phy and D for my fmaths this month and chem not to say F, in the end it still ABDF, but my alevel ponts did improve by a little.....1 more points just because i have my gp b4. HA, i am so sick of it, can anyoneplease tell me why life is always so demanding, jesus can pull me through this crisis mannnn, but it's really so hard to get on this few times. I am meeting quite number of setbacks. WORST, i learnt that i am getting stressed from a PCCG talk, now i really need to change this stress to something positve for me to go through.

weel i went recently to quite a few clts blog, and saw them expressing their displeasure toward some people they are unhappy with and you know NCC welfare system again blar blar.....cadets and cadets and cadets....... well nothing can just stop them though. well some even question themselves why they joined this CCA in the first place, when it is CCA is full of politics and backstabbing,screwd up. Well i guess, it's choice and no matter what we just need to close any and get on with it. I have no complains about NCC though, i have great time in the CCA.
However, it's my choice to enter JC nad i need to face it now and get a decent grade and get over with it.

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