Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Hey i am back. Remember someone told me that my language is atrocious, and i have decided to use proper lanuguage in my blog. It did make my Gp improved a bit anyway. Let's see for my this month Gp "Tests"
Paper 1 29/50
Paper 2 30/50
total 59/100
I got a B4....wow and it's like 1 marks from B3 grade. I am really going to work hard for Gp liao....(oops did i used liao) . B3 and B4 is up for me to grab for my A-levels.
I recently went to berkeley website and download the application form. I was so surprised that actually berkeley is one of US greatest universities. Well i guessed it is kind of hard for me to get in....mainly due to my language and financial problem. Not to mention my significant average grade of ABDF. It is kind of way-off to berkeley. I tried looking for university of L.A, but thought it will be best for me study first.haha. I guess NTU is one of a greater choice too, it kind of cool in NTU although most students prefer NUS to NTU. I do not understand though , as i prefer NTU to NUS though.
In addition i saw my cousin blog and i know for myself, scholarship to overseas university is really kind of hard to get. I have to compete with tons of brainy students from the top 5 jcs and the other brainy students for other colleges. Stiff competition in my college though, but i think maybe oversea scholarship is really kind of hard to achieve, although studying abroad is really a good experience. I aimed to get one though, just like my 2 other close friends in Mjc. But i guess maybe a local university and a good scholarship is alos not a bad deal though. But like i said , if i want to i really need to work hard.AAAAAi need to be more zi dong liao......GOD will help me and guide i know and i have faith in him. For through him, i can reach the place i am at now.
I am about to signed off here soon will be updating more on my ncc stuff this week if i am bale to squeeze more time. Signing off here now.
To all take care.
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Just the same outcome as what i have predicted about the possibility of the government to proceed with the idea of having casino. I have not much comments, but i strongly advice all youths not to frequent the casino in future (even if you are rich) because the probaility of you winning is very small. AND I MEANT it, those who study stats in Cmaths and Fmaths will know the expectation of you losing money is very HIGH. Haha the fact is that nobody will want to set-up the business when they know they are not going to earn right? So......Casino is really going to win a huge buck of money from the games that the people played in the casino.
all right i have to hand up a GP Essay on friday and the topic is definately not about gambling or casino or morality, but science and technology which i sapr not a single interest on it. Well I guess it's worth a try to experience and do something you have never done before like writing an essay on science and technology.....erm i am getting too lame.
HAHA i screwd up for chem lecture test, did not really study the day before but i will be striving hard for my upcoming maths paper and Physics Spa........... OOOO ig to BAND 1 FOR A LEVEL PW....pretty cool right? after so much on time on the PW haha i think it's quite worth it afterall.
Great i am now focusing on my studies more now and i will be returning to NCC in june for 1 week before stepping down .Well ya 1 week of NCC to allow me to de-stress abefore mid-year.HAHA i gonna ACE MY CCA and my studies. NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP ME NOW FROM ACEING...well ya i think i better get my chem passed first and getting A for my physics.
I am oretty confident in my famths now after so much toture in practising hahaha.
good night have
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
MUHAHAHAHA.....
after so much of effirt and tears and strength (well not that much), i made a significant improvement by getting 29/50 for my GP Compo muhahahah, not really fantastic but is a grat improvement for me though .
I managed to complete my horrble chem SPA skill A just in time although i kind of screwed up though. I will be doing my aplitude test (IQ test) in CMPB and i really hope i can do well as i want to be an officer though. Haha must go back to study soon. MUG MUG MUG......
I am looking forward to tomorrow ncc gathering muhahaha at least i ahve a time to destress.
I went to see Miss peh today and she looked paler than before after those medication and treatment. O NO, well i always look onto the positive side and i am so happy and glad for her that she will live life to the fullest. I am so happy to know she was baptised in my church and good to know that she has fith in lord. Don't worry miss peh, lord will be always with you, no matter where you are. I will pray hard for you. take care.
GOT TO GO NOW take cae and buai buai (Bye Bye)
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
hey there to all those reading out there guess what?
My timetable has been extended.......
haha, let's see the time when i am let off by the school...........
MON:4.15PM
TUE:6.30PM
WED: 2.00pm (7.00pm if there is CCA in MJC)
THU:4.15PM
FRI:5.00PM
Wow such a long day.......i need to built up my stamina in order to cope with those especially when i have to deal 4 A-level subject. I really wonder how my classmates like edwin weiding Andrew and Jun jie actually cope with it. ITS a toture to the 7 4 sub students in my class....haha
completed my physics assignment and mechanics tutorial and chem tutorial. I am going to mug really hard today for my tomorrow SPA Chem. All the best to all chem students haha we will sure overcome it after tomorrow haha........
hey i guess it's time for me to take a 2 months break in NCC to focus on my studies before going to the Specialist course to help out. Apparently my sch Part C cadets will be going for the sept phrase. So i don't really think i will get ot meet them and teach them(A LEVELS COMING UP).
I thank lord for guiding me and delivering me at so many times, so many problems when challenges and problem are coming towards me. i learnt to understand then in life, one will get wronged or misunderstood by others,even from the closet friend or from your pal. Backstabbing occurs in life and i learnt from lord how to overcome it. Rumours and facts can be so close that it's hard to differenciate who is right or who is wrong, but ultimately it's all about conscientious, there always be no right or wrong.
I appreciate the help of lord for delivering me through bad times when i am down with studies, NCC or life, and i will learn to cherish it even better. I thank all my peers and and closed one and friends who help, guide and teach me in the way of life.
Thanks you so much.......
Alvin my church cell leader
CLTS (those who made an impact and inspiration in my life)
and people who know you have guide me all along
I am starting to know what it going to be best for my blog.
well ya blog is like an online diary for everyone to see blar blar
From now on, i will used my blog usefully to put all my good memories dwon in my blog.
The more positive the better it is.IT'S USELESS to put down all hatred and loathe and everything bad in my blog. It does not bring me back to good memories aniway. I am starting to get inspired by the phrase "always look on the bright side of life tada.....ta da tada tada tada."
The reason is simple, i am starting to think that when i put comments( negative, whether i'm right or i'm wrong) on others, it indirectly hurt them. It's neither healthy, nor it's good. And in addition, such comments doesn't seems to be goof for me and the others.
ALL RIGHT may have to stop blogging from here, i need to study liao haha........
To BV NCC Boys : All the best for upcoming Speech day GOH and my boys in the supporting contigent.
To CLT Ian Gan Teng Fong: Yo pal all the best to you parade commander leh great sia......take care. And do drink more water cos you are going to shout out the commands aloud.All the best!
Oh no too leh cheh......BUAI BUAI
from:
See Wei Ren
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
With regards to
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Signs of Displeasure
From
http://www.unknownunknownunknown.blogspot.com/Well I must make this clear once again
Firstly, as far as I am concerned, I have never doubted SCLT Tan Chee Yong Leadership capability. (DESPITE SAYING OVER AN OVER AGAIN)
I guess I need proof right?
Thursday, March 24, 2005
LIVE RANGE
From
http://www.seeweirenblogspot.com/Read the part where I actually types a message to my dear school mate and fellow NCC CLT mates SCLT Tan Chee Yong
Secondly, in my previous entry the phrase “ I do not fancy much about drills but i expect my cadets to at least have an acceptable level of marching skills(a msg conveying to a SCLT). Beacuse i believe that NCC isn't just a marching organisation anymore, it a life-long learning organisation.” Is certainly not directed to SCLT Tan Chee Yong, I was refering to another SCLT, whom I think is not right to mention the name. AND OF COURSE, I have stated 3 times or more in my tag and conversation that it is not directed to SCLT Tan Chee yong. LIKE I SAID I HAVE NEVER ONCE DOUBTED HIS ABLITY.
Thirdly, I will like to admit my mistake and apologised for analysing SCLT TAN CHEE YONG blog entry as below:
Friday, April 08, 2005
The NCC
From
http://www.unknownunknownunknown.blogspot.com/Well, yup I admitted the fact that I think his words was too harsh and I did “confront” or I should say my displeasure of him putting harsh words in his blog on the core, or rather his cadets mostly. And I must apologize for wronging him and analyzed wrongly his blog entry. And my “self acclaimed advice” could have angered him of me doubting his leadership ability.
AS A MATTER OF FACT ON MSN profile:
“GOOD INTENTION MAY BECOME A BAD INTENTION”
is not referring to SCLT Tan Chee Yong Blog entry of his intention.
However the intention refers to my intention as word of advice to him.
COMPREHENSION QUESTION
WHAT does the word “intention” in the phrase
“GOOD INTENTION MAY BECOME A BAD INTENTION” refers to?
Ans: It refers to SCLT See Wei Ren intention as words of advices turned out to be a bad intention of causing SCLT Tan Chee Yong to think that SCLT See Wei Ren doubting SCLT Tan Chee Yong leadership ability.
JUST IN CASE HE STILL THINK THAT I AM A CLT WHO IS DOUBTING HIS LEADERSHIP ABILITY………
I have always admired his bravery for standing out for his cadets more than any other SCLTS.
AND I have always thought that he is a different or rather special CLT who is gifted for his charisma.(SHOWN IN CAMP PIN)
Lastly in his phrase,
“S/CLT Wei Ren's previous entry commenting on his specs and teacher officers and cadets actually backfire, which resulted in the people mentioned rioting against him simply meant that he is not respectable yet, and he have to work harder to get to where he want.” Quoted from
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Signs of Displeasure
From
http://www.unknownunknownunknown.blogspot.com/I always like to say this no one is a perfect leader, but a leader always learns from every experience. As a matter of fact, I don’t even demand or want any “forced” respect, I have people who looked up on me and people who despise and loathe me, it’s normal.
And let’s just say frankly, I will or rather everyone needs to work harder to get to where he want. And I will always work hard. I want to take this opportunity to thank him for reminding me that. Because, if I stop learning and thriving, I will not be a great leader one day.
OH NO how I wish I can just keep bragging about all my achievements and contribution and make this as a proof for my leadership, enthusiasm and my loyalty to NCC, well I guess I will just keep on working hard……..to get what I want…..NO……it is to achieve what I want.
In Conclusion, I have made my stand and explanation. And I will make this clear I am NOT shooting or blaming or confronting SCLT Tan Chee Yong. Moreover, this is an entry to make things clear of my stand and explanation.
I will like to say sorry if I really deeply offended SCLT Tan Chee Yong in my previous entry and my conversation with him although i did not have the intention to when my good intention turn out to be such a bad intention to him.
However I must admit I was quite angry to see that he misunderstood my “intention” and advice, but I will bear no grudges against it and I wish the matter to come to a rest. It is because it’s not good for me to lose a valuable friend like Tan Chee Yong and I don’t wish it to happen.
Lastly to Tan Chee Yong: I have never doubt your ability in leadership…..you have my words.
Hey it’s 10+ I’m gonna do phy tutorial liao haha
Phy phy phy hahaha
Luckily I did my FM tutorial liao or else I will be a dead meat. haha
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Friday, April 08, 2005
I went to CMPB today to have a body check-up and questionaire,though i still need to go back this coming friday for the aplitude test(IQ test) in fact. I am going to work hard strive for it man......hoping to get in to OCS, my dream.....well yeah every man dreams to become officer, especially all those garang men, or i should say patriotic men who will sheld their blood for their nation. HAHA, just joking.....Well in fact i am considering to pursue my career in the army, apart from teaching (WHOA....i am eyeing on OMS OR LMS OR TS, Army actually provide quite a prospective career, considering ATA though, at least i may be able to study in US university.
Bad news for me.....well not a bad news though, i drop one Speciman paper a.k.a s paper. Well i think what my teachers said were right, i need to concentrate on my 4 A level subject and my maths spaper. No point taking a subject s paper when i still cannot excel. O yup
i got 54.0 points for my a level points, an average mark though despite getting ABDF and C5 for my english. The result is good enough for me to go NTU engineering courses but i want to fight for a study award at least a company to sponsor me in my study blar blar blar.
WELL I NEED TO WORK HARD FOR IT.GOD will guide me through along for he knows what is best for me.
And after looking at so many CLTS blog, i am starting to get sick of seeing CLTS commenting the way NCC does things now, blaming the core, thinking that the present batch of specialists are bad blar blar blar. I must not deny that i have also commented on such thing before, even in my blog where i commented how bad it could be. Yup mus apologise for that first. But i starting to feel that it's not right to compare the juniors days with ours.
BACKGROUND INFO about my life in NCC when i am still a cadet......
long before all my specialists and cadets were members of the NCC Core, extreme "tekkanism" still exists in NCC Camp where banging of cupboards, night pumping and stand by universe, changing parade occur. Ex-leaders who demand perfect discipline and no welfare concern from cadets like me. Cadets who obey CLTS every single word, and do not DEFYYYYYY(evil tone). Well yup memories still exist in my brain where punishment is a must and unavoidable. Well NCC used to be like coporal punishment. Well maybe somethings should be changed.
NOWADAYS CADETS
Before i start, i must say thhe bv ncc part A Cadets are so CUTEEEEEE, really so cute......haha (p.s i am still straight) haha , well ya things changed as times go by. NCC camp is all about fun which is good thing. hmmm but something will change. CADETS will not be as stiff as what they were, well their drills of course not really up to our expectation beacuse what we demand are like solid bang blar blar blar.....discipline of course. But we must know is thing have changed and we just need to accpet the fact. Thing do change for a better because I DO NOT WANT MY SCH CADETS TO SIT SO STIFFFFFFF, hate stiffness although i used to be one. erm coporal punishment does help but i was banned so we need to enocurage cadets to be fit in adifferent way. Well cadets need to be encouraged instead of like "OEI, MY GRANDMOTHER CAN WALK FASTER THAN YOU RUN). Guess is beacuse i motivate myself to strive and be fit by getting at least a silver for every year naffa test from 0 pull-up to at least 6 pull-up now. From failing my to 2.4km to running in a time of 10.50 best time recorded muhahaha.
CADETS NEED TO BE MOTIVATED INSTEAD OF DEMORALISING THEM.
Well you know i remember an army phrase like "good things do not comeby easily" Pain is what u need to endure, i guess they need to see this as a positive attiude get motivated and everyone will be happy and glad to bfeel fit and more discipline. I do not fancy much about drills but i expect my cadets to at least have an acceptable level of marching skills(a msg conveying to a SCLT). Beacuse i believe that NCC isn't just a marching organisation anymore, it a life-long learning organisation.
got to stop here for now
to those who are reading my current blog and are members of the NCC, let's make it a wonderful and enjoyable CCA instead of bragging about how it changed from the past. Past memories can be bad but fun or good, but what is most important to shape and create a MODERN AND EXCELLENT CCA.
TAKE CARE
See Wei Ren
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Monday, April 04, 2005
This a photo of my principal and the MJC CLTS
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I must really say i am so tired now......after yesterday event
NCC AFFIRMATION CEREMONY 2005
This year event was very different from last year. In fact lots of stuff have been removed and added to cater to the cadets. Hope the cadets appreciate the effort the CLTS AND THE NCC OFFICERS, staffs and everyone who put up the event yesterday. As usual i was in the ushering department once again although i am not doing escorting and ushering. Aniway, it was my first time wearing the 5J Uniform, i did not really like it though it looks cool, beacuse there is a "price" for you to pay ie. ironing returning blar blar.I was doing the board display presentation in the vip room, busy talking to the VIPS. HAHA, I was actually quite surprised to know actually that there are a couple of VIPS who actually really put in the effort to listen what i was talking to them though.
I actually booked in the night before the event, and had a great time with cpt leong and the clts in the multimedia team, playing games talking cock, sleeping for like 2 or 3 hours before getting ourselves ready. I should have joined their department but i did not and ended up myself with the sea district CLTS. They are really inefficient in some stuff. tsk tsk don't really want to talk about it......but i knew a freat person dominic, the first sea clt after sebastian(a great leader in sea district) who actually willing to do saikang stuff. He helped me a lot though and he is the only few sea clts in my department who actually bother to talk to me even though i am the only land clts in the ushering department. haha
O yup and i saw Hafiz and my cadets For the third time or fourth time i actually got to meet them.
WELL i guess it's time i have a break in NCC to concentrate on my study before i help out in the specialist's course.
yup CPT Leong sir, if u are reading my blog now, i just want to say thank you for the advice and lectures and scolding u gave me yesterday for the affirmation ceremony, haha learnt a lot from my duty yesterday and yr advice.
well i guess i need to go liao i have 3 tutorials to complete today
take care.
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